Confusion

"You weren't suppose to mean that much to me, and I wasn't suppose to fall for u..."

Is it?

For a wee bit moment there, just a while, a tiny spark that struck my head during that few seconds had cause me to come to this rather rash and yet might be the real conclusion all this while...the conclusion that has been clouded by my irrational foggy brain wh0 is unwilling to accept certain facts...

Is this really OVER? As in Its no more there between us?

Maybe its the late hours that has gotten into me...because usually this sort of stupid (might be true) conclusions only come to my brain when its late at night and i'm listening to emo songs in the dark...lol

Well, anyway I don't know...just for a second there, I was just thinking,
'Is this all over for good?'
Because it felt so plain just now....well I don't know, maybe its just for today only...or maybe from today onwards...

Time will tell ....

~but honestly I hope I've come to the wrong conclusion...
OH well, just forget it...cos I know it's totally impossible between us...

Life's a climb... but the view is great

Today I've just went to watch the Hannah Montana movie with my friends and it was absolutely awesome. First of all I could consider myself as someone who follows the Hannah Montana series back then when I have Disney Channel, lol and I've kinda liked Miley Cyrus, so why not go and watch the movie?

It was the wonderful story line, the picturesque view and serenity of Tennessee, the songs that she sang, her fabulous diva-styled wardrobe, and of course, the cute guy factor that pulled me to watch this. But mostly, it was the enchanting scenery and romantic horse rides Miley and Travis went on together that made me enjoy the movie so much.

Synopsis : Miley Stewart (Miley Cyrus) struggles to juggle school, friends and her secret pop-star persona; when Hannah Montana's soaring popularity threatens to take over her life--she just might let it. So her father (Billy Ray Cyrus) takes the teen home to Crowley Corners, Tenn., for a dose of reality, kicking off an adventure filled with the kind of fun, laughter and romance even Hannah Montana couldn't imagine.

My most favorite quote is- Life's a climb... but the view is great, by Travis. That's where Miley got her inspiration to write the song 'The Climb', which is so nice ^_^

I just love this scene, which was after she screwed up big time at the charity lunch thingy with the mayor and also her first serious relationship with Travis. This little wooden, erm what do you call em, er..ok let's call it a wooden shed =) a nice wooden shed which overviewed the magnificent green green grassy meadow of Tennessee ^_^ The view was splendid when the camera took a 360degree turn and showed how it looked like from the shed! And this was where she took some time to settle down and wrote a song about her dad, and herself. It was nice...

*Miley and Travis on a horseride...I've always dreamed of going on one, with that special someone...ain't that sweet?*

Harry James Potter

Here's a poem which I've stumbled across while going through my folder yesterday. It was one of the few poems that my friend wrote for me about 2 years back when I was still in secondary school. She was indeed one of a kind, and as a matter of fact, very talented at literature! The poems she wrote were actually very brilliant!

She would spend days and weeks doing them and during recess, she'd come up to me and say 'Here I wrote you this, go and have a look!' She never fails to amuse me with all her wonderful phrases and words in the poem. It reflects my life and what I do. She's written me 4 poems in a couple of months and this is one of them:

Harry James Potter
**********

He's quite handsome
But to many he is quite worrisome
He is not bad
Instead, he is lonely and sad.
He is a new imaginary fad
In the world, he is a well-known lad.
Nineteen years later, he became a dad.

Harry Potter was his name
From the age of one or so, he gained his fame
in his uncle's house, everything was put on his blame
But then one night, came a giant who kept charge at game,
Who owns a dragon, which emits flame
And cannot be tamed
Took him away to where his parents came
Never in front of twilight princess, call it lame.

**********
Lau Sze Meng, 2007

Problem solved.....lol, I guess...
not sure how it'll turn out, but I guess its the best I've felt in days...haha

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Had a bad day =/

OVERALL, MY DAY TODAY WAS BAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!! everything i do seems to be wrong, and there seems to be conflict with myself all day long!!! What is wrong with today? All i get is hurtful things being hurled at me and all the things that i don't want being tossed into my way =/

WAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
S-T-O-P I-T!!!!

Sometimes...

Sometimes, ain't it just plain disappointing when you've put so much hope into someone, hoping that the person would not let u down, just for once? And when others have continuously been despising him, you would be the one who'd stand up and defend him. Deep down, you just hope that he will not bail out on you, hope that he isn't what the others said he is, hope that your efforts in defending him have not been for nothing.

If he did not disappoint you, then it's alright. In a way, you feel a sense of triumphant because you've proven those who have despised him wrong. He isn't what they think he is.

On the other hand, if he did let you down, and there you go, you've just given another opening for more words of despise to come piercing into your brain. Isn't this so not worth it? After all you've done, he lets you down once again. You knew this might happen and yet you're still willing to to this. Why? What for?

Glitter

I posted this glittery picture of Strawberry Shortcake because i thought that
it was pretty cute and nice! ^_^
I'm not really a fan of hers, but this gif is pretty! Maybe its because of the pair of anime eyes. Yea, that's gotta be it...

There are a few more other glittery pics I've found, which I think is quite pretty!

This is obviously an angel, which reminds me of the song, Angel. The song has many versions which were sung by so many artists, namely All Angels, Declan Galbraith, Robbie Williams, and also David Archuleta! This song was introduced to me by a friend of mine and my personal favourite versions are by Declan (if you're looking for a powerful voice) and by All Angels (if you're looking for a more high-pitched, medieval-ish and light feel)

Yes, true, one of the bestest moments that I enjoy is laughing out loud with my friends until my back really really hurts, my eyes were watery and filled with tears, and we laughed so loud and so much till we couldn't laugh out a sound anymore. My cheeks would go all cherry red and it was that funny...
Don't you have moments like this? And sometimes you could just wish that it happens everyday? Minus all the arguing, back-stabbing and sour faces when we collide, our circle of friends would remain one of the closest. =)

Bla Bla Bla~

OK, i was just thinking of how to start of unusually...instead of things like 'hello, welcome to my first ever post!' or 'hi there, i've just started blogging, so here's a little something..bla bla bla..'
Seems a little too common don't you think? So I'm gonna start off with a quote which I found on this website: Love Quotes Collection

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be."
Em, i forgot to see who quoted it...but anyway, I find it very true and meaningful. Actually I found it while I was photoshopping last week. I was editting some pictures of Jiro and I'd thought it would be better to put in some meaningful words into the picture. Went Yahoo-ing and found this website, and stumbled upon this quote...

I mean, love isn't something you can force into someone, or manipulate the situation into so, well, at least not like instant noodles XD Its something built and developed through a period of time. I wasn't really sure if I'm actually experiencing it now myself. Is this hapenning to me? Is it 'coming back' ? Ok, at this point, I began to wonder why did I even began blogging on this topic...? Should I go on? LoL I guess not, the quote speaks for itself..more like the 'res ipsa loquitor' which means 'the thing speaks for itself' in Latin. I learned it in my Business and Corporate Law subject (F4 - ACCA)

I have a huge interest in Latin...simply because I'm very much of a Harry Potter fan since the age of erm, 11? LoL Spells, names of places and people in HP mostly originated frm Latin =)

I'm doing ACCA programme now, and ACCA stands for The Association of Chartered Certified Accountants. I got a CAT (Certified Accounting Technician) qualification last year, after completing my Form5. And now I'm in ACCA part2. Well, I just hope I'll get through in a couple of years! >.<> to study for another day more!!! Cos its such a torture to study all day, week, and month! Each time I tell myself, ok ok just a little more, I've been doing it all this while, so why not endure a couple of days more...Hm it worked at the beginning, but as time passes, even my brain would not fall for the same old boring trick I use to force myself to study...I know, compared to most of my friends, mine wasn't that much of a stress because they're taking even more papers and some are at a higher level. They've gone through what I'm going through now...
Sometimes I feel like I do not have the right to complain because my friends are not..they have even a heavier burden, with heavier subjects and more to think. But then again, my friends are my friends, I am Me...we're all different. Well, I've done my part and I've tried my best! So lets cross our fingers and hope that we'll all pass our exams!

Haha, exams are over now and I have 3 weeks of holidays. Before this I was really really looking forward to this...but now when it comes, I haven't a clue of how to spend it wisely and enjoy to the fullest! LOL I lack of planning >.<
Me and my bunch of friends are organising a BBQ party this Friday at college, sort of an after-exam-celebration...hope it's gonna be fun! I'm just gonna end my post here...chiaoz..its late..1.17am XD~

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