Sunday, July 19, 2009

Elijah

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Lost in the beauty...
does he look like Elijah Wood? (he isn't)
his alluring eyes,
and his subtle smile...
everything...
I don't even know what made me post this here...
you'll seriously get lost by just staring at his eyes...

Date Picture Taken: Jun 13, 2009, 12:09:09 PM
Location: Train Station / Beirut

~DeviantArt.com~

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Reason, Season or a Lifetime

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People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person...
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experienc
e of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only fo
r a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in or
der to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesso
n,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of
your life.
It is said that love is blind bu
t friendship is clairvoyant.


Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime
...

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Reality vs Non Reality

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Sometimes when one is a little bored and perhaps a little tired of what's going on in the real life, it is best to switch one's attention to the non-reality once in a while, as a way of relieving stress. Escaping from the realities of life is what people will say, but say all you want because believe it or not some people to rely on this method. This is sometimes one of my ways to help myself from thinking of too much and complicating things in my mind. Sometimes when I cannot come to a conclusion or don't have the energy to keep on dwelling on a particular matter, I'll just find myself an escape route.

What I mean by an escape route is that I find something to do, like start watching an anime series or perhaps a movie and get really engrossed in it till I'm all gaga over the cute guy in them, or maybe just sit down, relax and get myself a good book to read. When I read, I really tend to 'dive' straight in the plot (if its interesting) and really feel as if the plot and I are moving together.

Take Harry Potter for example, I was an avid reader of the book series because J.K Rowling has made it so incredibly exciting to go on and on, chapter after chapter. The way she describes Hogwarts, the scenery, the history, background of each person and character and she even pays attention to the tiny details of the surroundings in the story. Not to mention her way of expressing emotions and linking of many parts of the plot and combine all into one single marvelous conclusion which often made me go like 'OH, gosh I never thought of it' She's one brilliant author and I thank her for bringing Harry Potter and Hogwarts to life. Hence, when I read that, I often picture myself as part of the story as well, with me really inside the book and going along with the characters. I can imagine what that place looked like through her amazing description and several times, I'd love to have been able to go there and see how it looks like.

Then, let's say if I start watching an anime, and if I really like it, it makes me sorta go in to it. Thinking of the story, the amazing hottie hero (which is always the attracting factor! LOL) and the funniness (is there such word?) occupies me for quite some time and this kinda make me not think about the complicating things around me, be it stress from studies or other friendship issues. When I like something, which is usually the cute guy from the anime or whatever drama series or movie, I'll devote a certain percentage of my cerebral capacity to him. This helps me de-stress in a way! haha~ Many credits to the anime guys that I like:- Wolfram von Bielefelt, Hiei, Kurama, George Koizumi, Ranma, Hayate Ayasaki, Ryuki, Seiran, Kawahira Kaoru, Prince turned Firelord Zuko, Tamaki-sennpai, Zero, Len Tsukimori, Soldier Shin (Jomy Marcus Shin), Soldier Blue, Abe No Masahiro, Kenshee Himura...that's about it I guess...

Hm, that's basically what I wanna share this time, cause I just thought of this topic yesterday night when I was in bed. I might have written more if it weren't for my busy MSN! Too many people popped up suddenly! Haha~ anyways, Chiaoz

Sunday, July 12, 2009

K.O

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I was down with a terrible sorethroat on Friday...and then caught fever on Saturday morning...then flu came this morning... @_@

Missed my close friend's bday celebration yesterday night...missed my favourite idol's appearance at the nearest possible place to me ever... =_= really an unlucky weekend...its like he seldom comes to my country. Even if he does, he goes to other places. This time, he comes to a mall so friggin near to my house and I've to fall sick during this time..! Its just so unfair....

And all this flu, fever and sorethroat scared the shit outta me and my mom...what if its like H1N1?
The doctor said that if the fever's still around by Monday (which is by tomoro) then I'll have to go and check up at the general hospital...luckily the fever's gone today...

Hopefully I'll recover soon...
I even have to skip 2 classes tomoro... =/

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Self review

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OK, self review here...

I realise that my blog so far, has contained mostly posts on my feelings, emotions, complains, happy and sad moments...all mixed up and let lose here...

When people read my blog, some might say that, 'Why do you even bother posting all this stuff on how you feel and all this emotions? bla bla bla...' Yeah, I admit its all on my emotions and honestly this is the only place where I can spill it all out honestly and knows that no one will find out...haha so if you don't like it, then don't read it! LoL

Anyway, I also realised that I've been a bit unfair or have been acting indifferently towards some people, which I know its very bad of me. I tend to put so much hope and attention to someone and totally push off another, although that person has been very good to me. Yes, I know, it's my problem and no one else's. It's not his fault, its mine. I don't know why, but I just wanna shut him off completely, which I know can be very hurtful (I know it because I've also been treated in a similar way not too long ago either, by 'someone'). I didn't mean it...really...I'm sorry and I know its wrong, but sometimes I just don't want to let myself feel so unhappy because I'm trying to please the other person and not let him get hurt. Many times, I just want to completely, totally ignore him because I can't stand it anymore. I just wanna completely avoid that person if possible.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Crazier

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Crazier
by Taylor Swift

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'till you open the door
There's so much more
I'd never seen it before

I was tryin' to fly
but I couldn't find wings
but you came along
and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier
Crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me somethin'
That I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and
You made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier
Crazier, Oh

Baby you showed me
What livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier
Crazier...

Ps. Did I tell you before that you have to find someone who actually loves you more than you love him/her?

Friday, July 3, 2009

Disappointed

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Ok, I was really disappointed...for something...I thought you'd change...thought that you'd finally realise and buck up...but...doesn't seem like it though...

I'm really disappointed...

Disappointed by ~myannalise9

You forgot wh
o you said you were, I’m disappointed.
You never really meant it, I’m disappointed.

You lied and cheated and stole, I’m disappointed.

You’ve changed, I’m disappointed.

You ran away from your dreams, I’m disappointed.

You gave up, I’m disappointed.

You’re killing yourself, I’m disappointed.

You look like a fool, I’m disappointed.

What can I do, I’m disappointed.


You won’t listen to me, I’m disappointed.

I can’t make you change, I’m disappointed.

I did all I could, I’m disappointed.
I taught you and guided you, I’m disappointed.
You still ignore me, I’m disappointed.

You forgot what I said, I’m disappointed.

You never really cared, I’m disappointed.

But what can I do? I’m disappointed in you...

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