Monday, November 30, 2009

Suckyness

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My mind is kinda in a state of blurness...
too tired due to lots of studies going on...
too stressed up due to lots of thinking and the utilization of my brains...
too jammed up already...

My eyes are so tired...
so dry...
they felt like closing...
cause I wore contacts and spent the whole day in air-cond...

My mood is kinda sucky...
I think its the tiredness and stress...
It's definitely the exams...

and...

this thing...
yes...
this thing.

I don't really think about it when I'm studying,
That's cause my brain's occupied with audit & performance management.
But when I have spare capacity,
the mind wonders off into the distance and down into my deepest thoughts.
This is when I start to think and wonder why?

OK, after my exams, I'm gonna get it over and done with.
For now, I have to work hard and try my best!
ACCA HERE I COME! *runs back and studies more*
omgomgomg...I hate it when people are trying to help me but without realizing its scaring me.

*analyse...

WAHhhh~

I just wanna enjoy tonight and not think about anything other than ways to relax...but then, the line is super friggin slow......=_=||
No matter, here's a pic of my dear Jiyongie~
Have a nice day~

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Emo-ing

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I don't believe that people just write up emo posts without a reason. Even if you put a so called disclaimer saying that 'This doesn't not bring any significant meaning cause I just picked it up from a random website or I've just read it up somewhere and I find it meaningful, bla bla bla.'
LoL, even I do this sometimes. You can give all the reasons and disclaimers you want, but somehow, deep down, you sort of meant it, right? -I know I do. If it didn't bring any significance, you wouldn't even pay attention to that topic first of all am I right?

Ok, its random...XD
How do you define love?I think love is all about forgiving & accepting each other's weaknesses. Learn to forgive, even if you cannot forget. Despite the negative outweighing the positive sides, one does not desert the other.
To me, love is indescribable.
To me, there is no exact reason as to why you love that person.
If you love him/her, its because you love him/her, because of who he/she is and accepting their strength & weaknesses. It is not because he is so good looking, or she's so beautiful...things like that are merely there to blind your sight.

I believe you have to go pursue your own happiness, because it won't just land right on your doorstep. If you want it, go for it. If you think the other person will be happier off if you stayed away, then you are wrong my friend. If you think that your bad points will deter you from giving the best things to the other, you are also wrong. It doesn't matter like I've said, its all about accepting each other for who they are; not being afraid that you cannot afford to provide happiness. Being with you brings happiness itself.

Sometimes, it is very hard to understand the human behaviour. One does this thing and the next, it seems like none of this matters anymore. So if you've any unsolved issues or unsettled problems, please get them settled because sometimes, people just cannot let go until they've found the answer to it.
No vague answers please, make it crystal clear, lol.

DIsclaimer: This has no particular meaning or whatsoever...just things that came popping into my mind. XD

Friday, November 27, 2009

Sweet Dream

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Morning, morning, morning people!!! I've just woke up like 20mins ago, and I can't wait to blog on this..!!! Guess what guess what???
I've actually had a dream about GDragon last night! YEahhhH Baby~~~~
It's the first time I had a proper dream of someone I like and its the LONGEST, COMPLETE DREAM (sort of haha)

Here it goes,
I was in college...(the beginning was in college!)
and then its in the morning...and I knew Big Bang was coming to college somehow...a whole lot of people went to see them (haha not unusual), except for a few others, like me. I didn't know why myself either...I guess I wasn't a fan of Big Bang then. So I was wondering in areas of the college's 1st floor where the art & design student usually go, although I naturally don't belong there. Strangely he appeared in my dream too, but was sitting in a dark room complaining about something. The room was dark cause the slide screen & projector was up, not that it was some kinda mysterious, scary room. Btw, the he wasn't GD.

Then, somehow it all shifted, or rather I walked to the front part of the building, where the ACCA students belong, and the girls toilet is no more the girls toilet! The structure & the cubicles were still the same, but its not a toilet anymore...its more like some sort of practice area and the cubicles look more like individual, mini practice rooms (private). So I peeped into the mini 'cubicles' which have turned into practice rooms, and I saw a person lying down in the first room, sort of in a sleeping position. I somehow knew it was G-Dragon. He was alone in there. I didn't want to wake up him up. Oh, in case you were wondering, the Big Bang appearance is over by now.

So, somehow, I knew it was GD and then I think an announcement was made through the speaker system (although there was originally none in my college, LOL), asking certain people to go the admin office. GD & I were one of those people.

AAaarrgghhHhhH~~~
I've forgotten certain tiny parts!!!
I can't write out the details!
Gawd!!!
I can't remember if we did have a proper conversation before that >_<
Anyhow, we both heared to the office and everyone around us were acting so normal, despite it was the GD, and yet remained cool about it. We started talking and strangely I spoke in Cantonese. He replied! -in Canto! I was like 'Omg you can speak Cantonese???' and he was like 'Yeah, I can.' WOW, isn't that cool? We can actually communicate with each other, and all along I thought he speaks Korean only. I was so glad.
So we went to the office to sign something and then we talked some more. I can tell he was pleased to meet me and enjoyed talking to me. And so, we talked and talked some more, until we got kinda close (arrghh I can't remember the details! *sobs*) and if I've not mistaken, he even gave me his, err iPod (not sure if its iPod or some other player) and asked me to help him re-shuffle the songs inside? LoL Oh yea, I also got to meet his em, manager I think, I'm not sure if he's the manager but he's close to GD and kinda takes care of certain stuff for him, sort of like the things a manager would do.

*skip, skip, skip* ~cause I can't remember clearly what happened.
Then he sms-ed me and asked me if I wanted to go eat frog porridge =.=|| Actually there was no frog porridge available anywhere near my college, but there was in my dream. I remember I hung out quite a lot with him before that and I really do like him, and I'm also kinda flattered that a huge celebrity like himself, would spend time with me. Anyway, I went to the place where there was such porridge and met his so called manager (forgotten his name). GD didn't come somehow, and I talked to the manager and I found out a few interesting things about him but I've forgotten all of them by now. All I know was that I found out from the manager, that GD has a very very very tight schedule ahead of him, and he isn't suppose to be spending so much time here, ie in my college. At that time, I was kinda feeling guilty because he had so many things to do and yet he is somehow staying back to spend time with me.

Then, the scene changed to evening, where I was walking on a field near my college (supposedly there was one in my dream!) and there were many other people around there doing recreational activities as well. I saw GD sitting down on one of those picnic tables, together with all the other 4 Big Bang members, Seung Ri, TOP, Dae Sung & Tae Yang. The manager I met earlier was there too. GD waved at me and I went over to say hi to all of them. They were all very friendly and invited me to hang out with them! I was really very happy =)
I'm close to GD, and now I'm hanging out with Big Bang!

Once again, I've forgotten the parts that happened in between. All I remembered was that throughout the whole time, GD and I were getting closer and closer. It even came to the point where I actually thought he likes me too! *blushes* I recalled both of us walking along the field and just hanging out...bonding and getting to know each other...

Then the scene changed to the shoplots near my house =.=
It was nearly sunset at that time. The whole place was empty and only GD & I were there. He started singing to a song and he was holding a mic! LoL the song he sang wasn't some sort of rap like he used to. It was more of a ballad. It was nice =) It was like he's singing it for me only. The both of us walked down the shoplots (wished it could be at a better location though) At first he was kinda holding my hands slightly by holding on to the tip of my index and middle fingers, sort of leading me along with him as we walked. He sang 2 songs I think and by the time he got to the 2nd song, he sort of entwined his fingers with mine...

Wow, at that point, I realised that we both had it. He likes me afterall and it was really super duper sweet of him to do that. Omg...!
And on top of it all, ITS G-DRAGON! Words could not describe how happy I felt at that point of time; GD & I are actually together, holding hands!!! It's just all too good to be true!

Then there were some other things going on after that, and the next thing I know, I was on an elephant trying to get to GD's place which was flooded with water! =_=|||

*****

Then, the dream ended and I woke up.
I've gotta say that was the most complete dream and one that made the most sense out of all the dreams of celebrities I had so far. The most absurd was Raymond Lam squatting down at a stone bridge, eating a cigar... =_=|| now you know what I mean. I mean, practically breaking the cigar into half and EATING it. LoL how absurd was that?!
I wished I'd gotten up earlier to blog about this so that I won't forget the details, but its too late and some of the parts have already faded away. *sobs*
But I'm still happy that it was all a happy ending ^^ though we didn't get to do anything more that that! Haha~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

偏爱 2

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Finally found 偏爱's piano version!!! ^^
Yay~~
Its super super nice~~~~
Thank you!
^^
Listen here.
I guarantee you'll get addicted to this song soon! Haha


偏愛

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Does anybody know where I can get the piano version to this song???

,

I've been searching high and low for this piece in piano =(
Nothing in You Tube.
And I can't read Mandarin T_T
Its one of the themes to Chinese Paladin 3;
Pian Ai (Biased Love) by Zhang Yun Jing.
I would very much appreciate it if anyone can help me find!
I really really really love this song *sparkly eyes*

English Translation of the Lyrics
Invalidate yesterday
Now that you are in front of me
I want to love
Please give me a chance

If I'm wrong, I'll take the responsibility too
Insisting you are the answer
I'm not afraid of being laughed at for being extreme

Believing in my instinct
Stubborn person doesn't complaint tireness
In love with you, I'll not retreat

I did say
I'm not dodging
I insist on doing this
I don't listen and insist on love
Try my best to love
To make you understand

There is no other road to take
You decide whether you want to be with me
I don't listen, insist on love
Following my feeling with love
Waiting for you to depend on me

Love you especially
Love
Pain is enjoyable too

Sunday, November 22, 2009

MAMA Part3 (Videos)

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MAMA Part2

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Here comes Part2 of what I wanna blah out on last night's wonderful event in Korea ^^
The camera man sure loved GD, and kept on shooting him & 2PM who was sitting down the stage whole night.

I was also hoping for him to get the best male artist, but T_T sadly he did not. I was scanning through ALLKPOP.com from time to time in case they posted anything new- and they DID! I saw the whole bloody nominees' list & was kinda surprised that Big Bang was nominated for one category only which is best group. That explains why they did not show up and only GD did, together with 2NE1.

I watched until 10, until still not much of GD, just a whole bunch of girl groups winning awards.
I was like 'Where's my baby GD???' >.<
I didn't wanna wait whole night for nothing...
Then there was a commercial break and when they're back on air, the stage was filled with rows and rows of peoply in masks. WHITE MASKED PEOPLE~ and that's when I knew,
HEARTBREAKER'S COMING OUT!
G-Dragon was hanging in mid-air and slowly descended to the platform, and BAM! He started performing his FANTABULOUS HEARTBREAKER.
Well, I guess he did not really get the time to practice, cause it was live singing and there were times when he was kinda out of breath due to all the quick movements & dance steps. But anyway it was still a marvelous performance.
Then, TaeYang came out to perform Where U At & Wedding Dress (one of my favourites at the moment!) He did mostly the dancing part and hardly sang throughout Wedding Dress. Hmm...
And while TaeYang was performing, GD went in to change (into this white prince-like outfit!!!~ sooo hot!!!) and appeared again to perform Korean Dream. That was super spectacular!
As quoted by AllKPop.com: Big Bang's powerhouse duo and best friends for life, G-Dragon and Taeyang, took the stage at MAMA to show everyone in the audience exactly what it means to live the Korean Dream.
A perfect concoction of an ostentatious rapper, a silky smooth singer and dancer!

His hair was like....FUH!~ TOP of the WORLD~ GD is fashion, man~

~
And finally, after waiting whole night, the moment of truth has come.
I wasn't really paying attention to the TV cause I was refreshing the page for an updated list of award winners...
My fingers quickly ran the mouse scroller down the page...and then...I saw...
those words....

BEST ALBUM OF THE YEAR:
HEARTBREAKER, G-DRAGON


I was practically jumping and squealing inside out! I saw this like, 3 seconds before they announced it on TV. And when the presenter (whoever that was, haha, I was too happy to notice) said 'G-Dragon', I was like WAHHHH~~~~!
Then I was all too happy to think of anything...I quickly grabbed my phone to video his acceptance speech (so I could see it every night before I sleep =)
Oh my gawd...(He's so hawt)
This is what is stated in AllKPop.com :

G-Dragon won 'Album of the Year' with his 19+track Heartbreaker album, and stated: It is awkward that I am receiving this award alone, because I have always received it as a 5-member group. But I am very happy that I am receiving it with my YG family members, 2NE1. I think a lot of things happened in the music industry, for both me and others. I hope a lot of good things will happen next year."

As you can see, I do not understand the Korean language, so I had a hard time perceiving what they're saying. The only things I understood were when they counted '1,2,3' (learned that from Kang Hodong), 'namja' (means guy), and things like 'anhyeong', 'saranghaeyo', 'biyane', 'moruguessumnida', etc.

Anyway, no words can express how happy I was last night. ^^
I can't sleep, and I keep on thinking of GD. Gosh, I've never been so obsessed with someone this way before. Like I said, for the first time and out of all the celebrities I like before this, GD's the first person that I actually wish could be my boyfriend. Gosh!

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