GD's back XD

Ok, I guess I've been abandoning G-Dragon for quite a while there...and just to re-affirm things- I'm still a GD fan & he's still my cute baby Bong XD~~~
Cute adorable lil Bong~ lol
Call him a gay-ish/girl-ish person -whatever you want, but to me he's not any of those. GD, like everyone else has a soft side and I like that side. =)

 YEEeeeeEEeeeeEeee!

I love looking at his photoshoots, lol he's got the most expressive images & creative poses =)

*Love that lil bob thing sticking up like a tiny bun XD*

Tried doing that to my own hair but it wouldn't stand up like his...=(

 

What's a rapper without some bad ass attitude & charisma huh? Haha somehow I love this a lot...Probably it's the tattoo, the spiked up hair was like woah~ and the collar...yeah XD

I <3 sex & FCUK you 2?

(Blame the guy in charged of their wardrobe)

And the stylist/make up artist too...cause they made his eye look like some ancient egyptian Sun God, Re's symbol =.=

Haha and I just realised his hair was shaved sideways...XD

This has got to be one of the wildest ensemble of clothing GD's put on himself. This's his Fashion Genie photoshoot for Vogue mag. and I've gotta admit it was pretty bizzare. But somehow it was acceptable cause the person in there was G-Dragon. This is actually the most normal looking photo from the whole shoot...
You want weird?
How about this?

LOL...feathers, high heels, some fur thing, and the black veil...

@_@

No sane person would ever dare to wear this and walk on the streets...

Agree? Yes...

But since its Jiyongie, I'll let it pass lol

Then there's the whole Heartbreaker thing when he released his first solo album on his 21st birthday last year (18 Aug 09) ^^ Heartbreaker was a smash hit of course and I actually fell in love with 6 out of 10 of the songs in his album- I got freaking addicted to them...how rare...cause at most, I'll only like one or two songs from an album. But GD's album was amazing...totally deserved best album of the year! XD

Not forgetting the whole controversy about GD's songs containing inappropriate lyrics, resulting in his album being prohibited for sale to those under 19 in Korea. That's one thing...
Then there was his first solo concert where people were making a big fuss about his so called sex scene on stage, which was once again inappropriate for minors who attended his concert. T__T
...if found guilty, baby bong's going to jail for 1 yr.... T____T

Let's just call this art...lol

ermmm...cute/?
Haha I think in this world, the only people who will ever say this is cute are GD's fans...
Everybody else will be like this =_=|||

Anyways- continue to make good music,
keep the laughter and humour rolling in,
maintain your charismatic & bright personality,
be a good leader,
don't be knocked down easily by obstacles...

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BIG BANG HWAITING~~~
KWON LEADAH HWAITING!~!~!

Sweet =)

Used, Using, Use, User XD

Sometimes, people either knowingly or unknowingly, are actually using you in a way. I think everybody in their lifetime has been used by another person for at least once, or maybe a couple of times- either because it took them too long to realize that they were actually being used, or that they realized it and is willing to be used. I personally think the second group of people are dumb enough to let this happen =.=

Most of us fall into the first category mentioned. The world is very materialistic, and most of the time people use each other to obtain wealth, fame, and fortune, and even in relationships, couples do use each other to get something they want- you name it. So, being honest is not a very good thing sometimes. Being all too good and honest puts you on the losing end. Don't be so nice, cause you'll only leave an opening for people to start using you.

When you put your heart into doing a task or helping others, and they've done a good job in the end partly thanks to your contribution too. You felt happy about it and is glad that you're able to lend a helping hand at a time of need. However when the time comes for you to require such support and help in return, you do not get it. Of course, it is not a must for the other to return the favour. There is no signed agreement saying 'You HAVE to help out the next time he/she needs it'. But still, isn't it part of the whole give and take thing? People have to learn how to give back some after receiving. We're not being too demanding, but just take it as an equation, whereby you have to balance it up.

Hm but then again, I do not think life can be equated like a simple maths equation. LOL

Aviators

 @_@

nmad

HOW TO MAKE CASHFLOW STATEMENT FOR A 2 WEEK THINGY???

*No receivables

*No payables

*No Plant, Property & Equipment =_=|||

*No Loans/Borrowings!!!

*No Capital Expenditure, Depreciation, and Amortization

*No investment

*No dividends

*No interests

*HUGE SWEAT DROPLET* =.=||


.............
calm
CALM
C-A-L-M~


>>Income Statement
>>Balance Sheet
>>Ratios
>>Breakeven analysis without fixed cost...LOL

Abracadabraaaa~

Haha, I've became a massive fan of Abracadabra & I'm super obsessed with the signature move.
*Eyes sparkle*


Frequen advert on KBS lol


He rocks!!! Yeah~


Gee Gee Gee Gee Geeee~~~



G-Dragon? Haha guess again...lol

>_<

I'm currently doing this biz plan project thingy...We're suppose to get the biz plan done by next Friday, together with the power point presentation & a hard copy of the plan for evaluation @_@

We've been going around looking for a wholesaler who could offer us the best price and finally found one in old town yesterday. Erm, alright at least I've got something to tick off from my list of to-dos. So 50% of things are in place, and the other 50% isn't quite there yet...and right now, I've gotta draw up the financial plan for our 2-week project? LOL
I've kinda been dreading to do this part, cause it seems kinda tedious & complicated & hard? Ok, fine, I admit it, I'm lazy...=.=
But I've just saw a sample biz plan of a similar biz and I was overwhelmed by the complicated-ness of figures in there and all the charts and all the numbers and all the stuff...=.=
But of course, this is just a 2 weeks project and it obviously won't be so complicated...
I just feel complicated...lol

Anyway, according to the numbers, I'm suppose to be responsible for a lot of things this year?
And with responsibility comes stress? Ergh I hate to stress and worry....zzz
Haha who likes it anyway?
And then I'm gonna be very emotional too? LOL
>_<

I don't know what title to give

Ok, now secondly I would like to put this in an indirect way but I had no idea how to.@_@
I'm bad at being indirect...I'm more of a straightforward person.
So, nothing has changed so far. ok~
It has been the same from the very beginning.

Don't think so far.
There is no necessity to do so.
(I'm seriously bad at expressing in words cause I might end up saying something which I do not mean =_=)
What is, is just it. Don't bother thinking of any reason behind it.
Cause there is none! XD
Em, I think no one's gonna get what I'm trying to say for now...but me. LOL

*If I don't want what's in mind to take place, I better work at it.* This is not related to  the 2nd para.
Haha, told you no one will und what I'm trying to say...cause even I don't know what I'm trying to say...lol

Lead, Led, Leading?

My last post was about erm, a couple of days back...and I'm getting lazier and lazier to blog nowadays cause I don't know what to blog about... ZzZzZz
*sigh....*
The reason for my first sigh is...me being in the leading position. =.=
I'm kinda tired of being the leader all the time...
and I always seem to find myself getting caught up in this position repeatedly, though I tried to avoid it.
I've been a leader practically throughout my schooling life...and it's kinda boring and well, tiring I guess.
Previously, I had to be the one who does all the planning, the thinking, the worrying, and the stress-load mostly falls on me cause if anything goes wrong, I'll be the first one you're gonna look for. Of course, being the leader means you'll be the one who gets the credit for a job well done in the end of the day. But prior to that, I have to always worry and worry and worry that things might go wrong, what if they couldn't do it? What if I'm not good enough to make it happen? >_<
And even so when I was head prefect back then =.=
Every night, I couldn't sleep before listing out things which I've done today, and have not done- which will be carried forward to the next day, and things which I have to get done by tomorrow. The reason is, I just couldn't sleep and let go easily of matters without assuring myself that it would be dealt with properly tomorrow. I just couldn't leave things hanging like that and go to sleep. Even if I want to, I couldn't. (Yes, I constantly worry a lot last time...)
Well now that I've come to think of it, I wondered how I actually did all of those back then when I was in school. But of course, I was glad that I didn't have to do it all alone, cause I had many wonderful people around me to help and share the responsibility.

All those leadership experience was definitely a good training ground -that I do not doubt. It definitely helps me in my career and future.
But then again, too much of this is kinda tiring...till you just wanna sit down and let others do the job this time, instead of yourself. I'm sick of leading all the time, and this time I wanna be led instead, haha~

The After-Rain Scent

I am definitely a nature lover...
I love to look at beautiful sceneries...
I love to look out into the open from a scenic point...
and admire the picturesque view.
I love to look at the stars at night...
and wonder how far into the distance do they go.
I'd love to experience the 4 seasonal changes.
Spring in Europe and Winter in Korea/Japan.
That would be super awesome...

****and by the way, I dreamed I passed both my F5 & F8...which is seriously not a good sign at all...Usually I'd be failing either one or both of my papers in my dreams =.=****

From time to time there would be things popping into my mind and I would want to blog about it. But after a moment, I would have forgotten about it =.= And when I really wanna blog, my mind would be empty.

But here I have something, lol.
This is something me and my friend Vinita came up with last, last year (Em, 2yrs ago actually) while we were always staying back in the library. It's called the 'after-rain scent'...LOL It used to rain a lot in the evenings last time, so when the both of us take evening walks to freshen ourselves or go to the toilet, you could always smell this fresh grass/dew smell...em its kinda refreshing. Just to not complicated things, its practically the smell you can always smell after rain. Haha, thus the name, after-rain scent, by me! XD

I like the feeling of after-rain. It makes you feel fresh, clean, and energized. I still remembered it rained on the first day of my SPM and it was the BM paper. We were all complaining and saying 'What is this, first day of SPM also raining? So dull and gloomy...it has to be a bad omen...=.=' Couldn't it be bright-sunshine and sunny-day? Then one of my teachers told us that we must think positively. He said that the rain can be a good sign as it is God's way of cleansing the earth and ridding it of our sins. It rained so that the earth would be clean and it is a way of creating a positive environment for us so that we can sit for our exams and do well. And yes it did rained during the first hour of our BM paper but when the rain stopped, the air was fresh and clean. Everything around looked so peaceful and quiet. I still remembered what my teacher said until now, although 2 years have passed.
Although the rain prevented us from doing our daily activities, eg outdoor games/ travelling, but if you actually bother to take the time to think about it and observe, the feeling of it after the rain has stopped- is not so bad after all. Try going to out to the middle of a grassy field and take in deep breaths, then look around. =) You'll feel much better. And of course, you'll get to smell one of the nicest and most natural fragrant on earth- the after-rain scent... =)

*Can this be a metaphor? LoL I don't know XD* Put it like this-
When we face problems (rain), we're of course troubled by it (dull &gloomy) and most of the time we would think of many of the possible negative outcomes. But if we wait patiently and act rationally, our problems would eventually be solved. This is similar to the after-rain situation. When the rain has ended and the dark clouds cleared away, mother nature is at its best, as the earth has so much to offer us. Same goes to our problems. If solved, we will be one step closer towards understanding each other better and tendency for the same problem to arise in future would be lesser. =)

If?

Yesterday was the first day of class and yeah I was pretty excited cause I've never actually stepped into the classes and library for almost 3 weeks. Really missed the cheery atmosphere and all the wacky people. Kinda tired also actually, cause I've been so used to lazing at home for the past few weeks but that's no big deal. I'll get used to it soon. LoL
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IF
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream---and not make dreams your master;
If you can think---and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son!

Rudyard Kipling 

Haha, familiar? Form 5 literature~ LOL er or was it Form 4? Yes, yes form 4. =.= I remembered the first time I read it, I didn't have a clue of what it was either. But now, it definitely makes sense and very very meaningful.

Why Msian Artists Can't Make It Big

Do you know why Malaysian artists can't make it big like how Big Bang did in Korea & Japan???
Because generally, Malaysian guys=face problem XD~ (with the exception of a few though, but majority ada face problem) LOL Martian, you're excluded from the above statement.

Any Tom, Dick & Harry can be a celebrity here...
I got this from Wikipedia:-

"Notable hip hop groups and artists that have emerged onto the scene are Junio Hustle, Blue Night Fellas, KLG Sqwad, Hyperkinetix, Chakrasonic, Agniputra, B-Squarez, Three Flow/Dose2, The Rebel Scum, K-Town Clan, Caprice, Jin Hackman and RDZ who are among the established hiphop artist."

Have you ever heard of all these names before? I know I have not. Didn't even bother to find out. Notice the word 'notable'.

Also we have fat guys with a goatee/mustache/beard...You think it's so cool? Please go get a clean shave cause it looks super disgusting.
We have super skinny guitarists with pathetically straightened long hair who tried too hard to look punk-ish but failed miserably. They wear weird accessories and outfits. It's totally ok for GD to wear strange, alien-like shades when he's performing cause he can afford to pull off such a look. It's also ok for him to also go around in a bowl-cut hair style and still have fangirls adoring his cuteness. It's ok for him to wear something totally out of this world and still call it fashion. But these people back here in Malaysia are NOT GD, so what that may look good on GD, may not look cool on them. Haha~
We also have tons of other female celebrities whose sense of fashion when they're on stage (god knows how they look like when they're offstage) could cause them a life time sentence in fashion jail. =.= The costumes for dancers were seriously pathetic. You wanna make them wear halter neck tops & deep-V dresses, but you're afraid that it will be too revealing so you had to go and add on another inner layer of clothing which is similar to the skin tone. Come on! =.=
Even the stage set-up is a turn-off to many viewers. They're so freaking plain, dull, small- NOT CREATIVE at all. Lightings are definitely insufficient, contributing to the overall dullness.

Most rock bands have super weird names which made absolutely no sense and their songs are just plain noisy. Of course, they stand nowhere compared to rockers like Chris Daughtry and Aerosmith.
Concerts in which local artists performed are not as well received as Big Bang concerts, lol. Big Bang concerts were sold out in just minutes and only 1 out of every 12.5 fans got their ticket. Take last night's Ambang 2010 Kuala Lumpur new year concert sponsored by AmBank Group for example. True, it was packed with people perhaps due to the fact that its new year's eve and people just wanna come out and celebrate, but I seriously doubt they know every single artist that performed.

I feel like I'm writing some essay for SPM or something, but seriously the Malaysian entertainment industry is that bad. I'm not going to even talk about local dramas and movies...music is enough to show how poor its performance is compared to the entertainment industries of other Asian countries. It's a good thing people like Nicholas Teo & Guang Liang went over to Taiwan. Otherwise, they would have literally died here in Malaysia. We might not have even heard of 童話 or 当孤单你会想起谁...

010110

Welcome to the new year of 2010!

It's like a breath of fresh air~ haaa~~

Did you look out to the window and take in a deep, huge breath when you wake up first thing this morning and say, 'Wow, its 2010...two more years to 2012...?

=_=

Okay, skip the lame crap... Somehow I felt like just gotta post something to mark the first day of the year lol.

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I'm kinda in the middle of spring cleaning my room...and this job has been on my To-do list for the past 2 weeks, lol. Didn't know what to do with my text books now and I've gotta get a new box...Other than that, I've cleaned practically every other part of my room. Wiped, dusted, vacuumed, re-arranged lol. I tend to keep old stuff and my mom's always complaining. Cause if I keep and keep and keep, and not throw anything away, my room's gonna turn into some kandang one day =.= That's why I'm just 're-arranging' them. XD

I didn't want to throw them away cause I think I will want to look at it again in future? Or I might need to use it again, though chances are that it'll just lay there and gather dust. =.=

Hm I guess overall my room looks er...shinier now? Haha~

Oh by the way, GD did not cry during his performance the other day. It was the smoke effect that caused his eyes to tear...he couldn't wipe it off till the next song, that's why it looked as if he was crying in the first song. LOL.

Hmm...I better go find a box now...haha...