스트레스!

Oh man, Advance Financial Management (is it the correct subject name for P4? o.O) is really driving me NUTSO! 미치겠다 *screamsssss into a pillow*
I thought it was handle-able when I decided to take up the subject, but it was hell of an easy thing in the end. =__=

OH well, how laa wanna pass P4 and P5 this time? I seriously, seriously, seriously have no confidence this time TT___TT Every part of the syllabus so far was like just -erm how to describe this...its like my head was just nice above the waters. It's surely damn tough. But with a little bit of effort and constant updating, I managed to catch up and keep my head just nice above the waters so far. Now, we've entered one the most difficult part of the syllabus (which I believe to be) -Risk which includes all the mother father of risks there is~~~ And the grandmaster of all killer topics is the ones revolving around Forex Risk. Hedging is like a nightmare to me. Forward and Money Market is not so bad. Futures is really a pain in the ass. @__@
I mean, like seriously a pain in the ass and the head as well.
Bank buy, bank sell, $/£, €/$, call, put, basis risk, 3months, 2months futures price, spot rate, when to divide, when to multiply the stupid currency quotation, take the left or right one, European or American quotation method. Kepala pusing @__@
We're all like ~~_~~_~~_~~ in class..... #__#
I seriously don't know if I could handle a full P4 paper. It's killing me. It's so hard to understand. I need to take like more than ten seconds to reason out something to myself, when people can just like *snap* oh, divide this rate, then multiply the other currency rate. @__@
What the heck??? Arrrghhhh~~
And we haven't even entered options, swaptions, derivatives, and whatever there is some more...
=__=
I'm done for.
/calm
/calm
/calm
~
I'm sure there is still time. I'll come through somehow or rather (바래)

Let Me Spazz over him for a few months more!!!

Omo~I'm falling in love with you all over again~

ALL OVER AGAIN~!

How many times can someone fall for this person? This is insane I tell ya- 

The person who owns him (now/future) is like seriously who I want to be right now. LOL.

*GD SPAZZ*

I suddenly love his blonde image during the Heartbreaker days. Charismatic Leader! He's so 짱!!! Falling head over heels once more~

Heechul, you lost the battle....hahahaha XD

애교 리더~

This is supposedly some drink CF, but fans are not drooling over the drink. They're drooling all over Ji~~~

>_____<

I'm going to bed with Ji all in my head...hahahha I've decided to call him Ji from now on LMAO!

Random Topics

LMAO! I just came across this icon which says

 HAHAHA Oh man. This is seriously so wrong~hahahaha **stop thinking**

Today's like my rest day. No P4. No P5. No ACCA.

Just me and my little world of K-pop, enjoying my idle hours. It's been a while since I read any fanfics~lol and I've read a very nice one today. ^_^

March is coming to an end. In the blink of an eye, April's here already. P5 will be ending in a couple of weeks. P4 hmm, I don't know. Haha~ I just hope I can make it through this time. I seriously, seriously don't want to repeat any papers >__<

ACCA 진짜 무서워요. 내 친구는 많이 실패. 하지만, 우리 결국에 합격. 제가 할게요! Haha, I don't even know whether what I write is correct or not. I gotta let my teacher check one day LOL! Google translate helps a bit with the words and all, but you can never trust it when it comes to sentences. =__=||

I've got nothing much to blog about I guess. It's just a rough doodle on some random thought. I'm currently listening to this cool Hawaiian song~ He Mele No Lilo. It's really Hawaiian-ish. Feel the wave, see Mt. Kilauea, do the hula dance~~Not creepy, but very folk-ish. 

Right now, Ayumi Hamasaki's Butterfly~~I'm your little butterfly, green black and blue, make the colours in the sky. This song reminds me of my once-close friend when I was in Form 1, Siranjit. Oh man, but our personalities were like North and South pole. Haha, and this song makes me think of Hiei each time. LOL I think because it talks about Butterflies and Samurais in Japan~ He was one of my favourite all time fighter! Yaaa! 대박! I love the fire element~

And then now, Inukami's Hikari~ oh man, my playlist is full of my previous anime songs~ which brings me back to my old anime days. >__<

Little Experiment

 

I'm just a little bored and decided to try out a few blog apps. 

I've added some stuff to the sidebar for fun...and this one, was just an experiment. 

I just love his face. Hahaha a few angles of his face are pretty addictive.

Did I just sound weird? o.O

희철 희철 희철 희철~

I think these days, I typed 희철 more than 권지용. LOL~

김치, 슈주, 포스토~

Let's see, all the money I spent today has gone to 대한민국 =__=
Friggin Rm53 for a poster...OK la, it's not paper material, it's made of cloth and hangable on the wall...so don't complain. And its expected to have a useful life of more than 5years LMAO! So, it should be worth it, and GD's face occupies quite a large portion of the poster...so yeah. Fine. All the other items are sooo expensive. 정말 비싼! >_<
If there's a wall clock for BigBang as well, my mom would've asked me to get that instead. And that costs a friggin RM114! @__@
You know what my mom said? 'RM53 also sakit hati, you call yourself a BB supporter?? How you wanna support people like this?'
=______=
Oh well, gotta start saving up again for another round at Kim's mart! Hahaha, kidding.

Just now, we had a super hilarious and enjoyable kimchi making class. Of course, we had to pay for the ingredients bought, divided by 5 of us, each RM20 /==
It was spicy, but yummy. ^_^
I prefer fresh kimchi cause it's not so sour...
Yeah, we had fun making gimchi!
I'm currently waiting for those picture from Kenny...argh I can't post it up here together.

And tonight was Super Junior's Super Show 3 in Malaysia!!! They were dancing Sorry Sorry, Bonamana and No Other in one of the stadiums while we were making Kimchi in Ipoh! Awww man...I really feel like seeing Heechul T__T
And then, my mom said, if you look at it from another perspective, these Kpop idols are merely being paid (by you) to entertain you, ie the boss. So, we are actually the 사장. Why do we have to take all the trouble to line up for hours, cram up in crowded stadiums and treat them like god? Without us, they'll be nothing! Without our support, they won't even have that much money to donate to the Japan disaster victims! =__=
What was my reply?
>It's similar to the supply and demand theory. Things will be in equilibrium when supply=demand. But now, there's obviously a demand>supply situation. Hence, prices go up and there're so so so many of us, but only 5 of them. Where got enough? LMAO~

Sigh~I've been involved in too much Korean stuff today. Didn't touch my books. And I won't tomorrow too. Well....
안녕히 주무새요! 내일봐~

SS3

It's just so awesome to drown yourself in a sea of sapphire blue blinkies. This sight at Super Junior's Super Show3 :Taiwan is just awesome man!

If I were a Suju member, I'd be so touched to see a whole stadium full of ELFs cheering you on. This is just so beautiful. It's like the sky's dotted with a gazillion stars...

Awesome~

And, tomorrow, they'll be having their Super Show here in Malaysia as well. It's part of their yearly Asian tour. Oh man~now I feel like going to the concert so freaking much!!! To see my Heechul!!! >__< 

I'm so last minute. It took me this long to discover Super Junior's pretty boy. 

#__#

Damn pretty right?

My mom said she didn't see anything special in him, and he's got a super weird character which means he's gonna be pretty hard to get along with -not that I'm going to meet him or anything, lol. 

Anyway, he tweeted during the day and said he's heading to Malaysia, which means right now he's sleeping in one of the hotels here in KL!!!! 

@___@

Can somebody bring me to that hotel now so I can bust into his room and see him half naked in bed??? 

HAHAHAHA what am I saying #__#

It means its time to go to bed I guess...

TTYL.

Not now, thank you very much, 감사합니다

Currently, I'm blogging this out while listening to this guy playing(plucking) Super Junior's No Other on the guitar. I love his version and I wish he'd make a tutorial cause I'll definitely learn it!!! It doesn't look as hard as The Myth. I can strum the song though, but I'd love to pluck it!!! Aaahhhh~~

Anyway, it's been a really long time since I really blog out my opinions. One reason is because I didn't really know what to say, but then something just struck my mind earlier on and I've decided to expand my thoughts here. Nowadays, I see many of my friends getting married at such a young age. People get married at 21, 22, 23...what the hell? Even at 25 I would say it's still definitely a little too early. Apa terjadi? Accident? That one, memang padan muka, dei sei mia....well, it's your fault in the first place.
Sigh...Otherwise I don't see the reason why you should tie down yourself to one person so early? I mean come on, you're gonna be stuck to him/her for the rest of your life. Aren't you sick of that fact? /==
And don't tell me love ever, ever after exists. =__=

Last time, I didn't know how it'll be like to have a girlfriend or boyfriend. Back when we were still in secondary, we weren't that exposed to the opposite gender so much, or rather I was just too much of nerd! Hahaha let's just say I was too busy to even bother about it. But now, seeing so many exemplary couples, I wouldn't be so keen on relationships. And I've been through hell of a time with these issues too. Even though I haven't had a boyfriend before, but for now, I'd rather stay single thank you very much. We're still young. There's plenty of time. I'm not ready for it either. And I still want to spend all my money on myself. One has taught me the world there is to know about it all, two together has made me realise that things are not what it always seems, three people all together is already scaring me half to death. Let's not move on further. At this point in time, I've nearly lost nearly all confidence of the existence of a perfect relationship. It's all fairytale rubbish.

Well let's not make it sound so pathetic, but right now I don't see any benefit of it at all. Let's just say I've learned a few valuable lessons-although I really didn't deserve them- and right now I have absolutely no intention of wanting to celebrate Valentines Day in the near future, unless it involves the possibility of me and Kwon Ji Yong having a romantic drive-date by the Han River in his Bentley! LMAO! Having a boyfriend could be take you to cloud 9 and it could also be a pain in the ass. I'm not saying all guys are bad out there. I can't conclude a sample by judging it based on a few rotten apples. I really do hope one day, there would eventually be someone out there for me. Somewhere, out there...Anyonghasaeyo?? LOL

Oh geez, this post didn't turn out the way I wanted it too. Felt like deleting this whole thing, but I didn't wanna waste my time typing it out, so I decided to let it up here anyway.
Let's just go put in those songs into my phone and go to bed.
GoodNight~