13.4.2011

우와아아~~~안녕!!! Long time didn't post anything. I sort of forgotten about my blog's existence the past week or so. HAHAHA~

OK, just to recap, at this moment P5 classes have ended. P4 still have a couple more to go, and then its the EOM. =__= Everything is starting to move at super high speed now it seems. I've got like *counting fingers* 2 weeks until I've to open my exam kit and hentam questions. Library is getting merrier these days. =__=

Yesterday in my mind, I had loads to tweet. EH, tweet =__= I mean, blog. Now its empty. Hurmmm...I'm currently reading back Darren Shan's whole series. I'm at book 4 at the moment. Hope to read it every night as a past time thing. Study during the day, relax at night, yeah that's my policy now.

I want bedsheets like this. It'd be fun, waking up next to some random face. XD How creative of GD.

*OK...*

*OK, confirm my brain's totally affected by it*
I just took the card reader and tried to plug the USB into the phone =___=
Ok....control

Cover up

Ok, just to avoid reality and from seeing that emo post each time I open my blog, I shall post another something to top that one. Let's put a huge smiley face of GD here.

Ok, let's just add another one more. 

Sigh.....no effect. I guess even adding Heechul's picture here wouldn't be much of a big help either. 

Forget it...

어떻게

I hate for this to be the first thing I post in April. Though I didn't want to admit, but I seriously do think I'm such a soft-hearted person. I can't stay angry at someone for long. I can swear and curse all I want at that person but after a while, everything tones down. I forget about it.

Have you ever thought about what if the person is not one of those on your list of 'people you want to see the most', is no more around one day? I know, you really don't like him but one day he's no more around. What to do?

After all these years, and now what if he's gone. What's even more painful is seeing the process of them fading away. It kinda pinches your heart a little to see them change from someone you find super annoying in the past, to someone whom you really pity and wish for him to be ok now. Well, they say normal people have this kind of bright aura surrounding them. But you don't see it in those who are, well...you know, almost...yeah.

Hm, I don't know. I just don't want this to ruin my studying mood. I know it's pretty selfish of me to think of it like this. But I also don't want to see the people around me sad. I seriously don't know what can I contribute to this. Just sit back?

Sigh. Maybe I can say that this is karma, if I want to make myself feel better. But still, I don't like to see the current situation. Can't help but to feel a pinch in my heart each time I think about this.

스트레스!

Oh man, Advance Financial Management (is it the correct subject name for P4? o.O) is really driving me NUTSO! 미치겠다 *screamsssss into a pillow*
I thought it was handle-able when I decided to take up the subject, but it was hell of an easy thing in the end. =__=

OH well, how laa wanna pass P4 and P5 this time? I seriously, seriously, seriously have no confidence this time TT___TT Every part of the syllabus so far was like just -erm how to describe this...its like my head was just nice above the waters. It's surely damn tough. But with a little bit of effort and constant updating, I managed to catch up and keep my head just nice above the waters so far. Now, we've entered one the most difficult part of the syllabus (which I believe to be) -Risk which includes all the mother father of risks there is~~~ And the grandmaster of all killer topics is the ones revolving around Forex Risk. Hedging is like a nightmare to me. Forward and Money Market is not so bad. Futures is really a pain in the ass. @__@
I mean, like seriously a pain in the ass and the head as well.
Bank buy, bank sell, $/£, €/$, call, put, basis risk, 3months, 2months futures price, spot rate, when to divide, when to multiply the stupid currency quotation, take the left or right one, European or American quotation method. Kepala pusing @__@
We're all like ~~_~~_~~_~~ in class..... #__#
I seriously don't know if I could handle a full P4 paper. It's killing me. It's so hard to understand. I need to take like more than ten seconds to reason out something to myself, when people can just like *snap* oh, divide this rate, then multiply the other currency rate. @__@
What the heck??? Arrrghhhh~~
And we haven't even entered options, swaptions, derivatives, and whatever there is some more...
=__=
I'm done for.
/calm
/calm
/calm
~
I'm sure there is still time. I'll come through somehow or rather (바래)

Let Me Spazz over him for a few months more!!!

Omo~I'm falling in love with you all over again~

ALL OVER AGAIN~!

How many times can someone fall for this person? This is insane I tell ya- 

The person who owns him (now/future) is like seriously who I want to be right now. LOL.

*GD SPAZZ*

I suddenly love his blonde image during the Heartbreaker days. Charismatic Leader! He's so 짱!!! Falling head over heels once more~

Heechul, you lost the battle....hahahaha XD

애교 리더~

This is supposedly some drink CF, but fans are not drooling over the drink. They're drooling all over Ji~~~

>_____<

I'm going to bed with Ji all in my head...hahahha I've decided to call him Ji from now on LMAO!

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LMAO! I just came across this icon which says

 HAHAHA Oh man. This is seriously so wrong~hahahaha **stop thinking**

Today's like my rest day. No P4. No P5. No ACCA.

Just me and my little world of K-pop, enjoying my idle hours. It's been a while since I read any fanfics~lol and I've read a very nice one today. ^_^

March is coming to an end. In the blink of an eye, April's here already. P5 will be ending in a couple of weeks. P4 hmm, I don't know. Haha~ I just hope I can make it through this time. I seriously, seriously don't want to repeat any papers >__<

ACCA 진짜 무서워요. 내 친구는 많이 실패. 하지만, 우리 결국에 합격. 제가 할게요! Haha, I don't even know whether what I write is correct or not. I gotta let my teacher check one day LOL! Google translate helps a bit with the words and all, but you can never trust it when it comes to sentences. =__=||

I've got nothing much to blog about I guess. It's just a rough doodle on some random thought. I'm currently listening to this cool Hawaiian song~ He Mele No Lilo. It's really Hawaiian-ish. Feel the wave, see Mt. Kilauea, do the hula dance~~Not creepy, but very folk-ish. 

Right now, Ayumi Hamasaki's Butterfly~~I'm your little butterfly, green black and blue, make the colours in the sky. This song reminds me of my once-close friend when I was in Form 1, Siranjit. Oh man, but our personalities were like North and South pole. Haha, and this song makes me think of Hiei each time. LOL I think because it talks about Butterflies and Samurais in Japan~ He was one of my favourite all time fighter! Yaaa! 대박! I love the fire element~

And then now, Inukami's Hikari~ oh man, my playlist is full of my previous anime songs~ which brings me back to my old anime days. >__<