Just Do It

Well, exam time has come once again...twice a year, us ACCA students will have to sit down and desperately squeeze the shit out of our brains in order to get that 50%.

I'm gonna be taking F7 & F9 this sem and for a moment there, I was wondering if I'd regretted not taking P1 as well this sem...

Hm, guess not...cause the whole point of me taking 2 papers is cause I don't wanna pressure myself, lol.

But next sem...P1, P2, P3...>_<

Am I gonna have enough time to study all?

Am I gonna be able to store all that in my brain?

Gonna have to start pressuring myself if I wanna pass...

I haven't tried taking 3 papers in ACCA before...

Basically, I'm just afraid of failing...I can't afford to...
But anyway, what the heck...let's just get over with this June sitting first XD

Yeah, I know, like what sexaay said...

[quoted by sexaay]

Well, like it or not, its coming our way...so yea, just do it!

A message to sexaay...There may not be much opportunity for revision this time, but there's still time left...just try your best and make use of the remaining time to absorb whatever you can.

No regrets =)

No pressure on yourself =)

I believe you can do it.

So don't say there's no hope...

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So, everyone, let's try our very hardest and leave the rest to up there ~^~

GAMBATEH!!!

L.A.M.B.E.R.T

Few days back, I can't remember when exactly...I had a super weird and random dream out of no where...

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ADAM LAMBERT TOOK ME TO A HORROR MOVIE

=_=\\

Totally Random.

I'm not even a fan of the rocker...and the only song I like from him is Whataya Want From Me. 

LOL.

But good thing was that he's not gay in my dreams...and he was super sweet...XD

Haha~what a nice random dream...

Adam Lambert...lol

I prefer him without the heavy eye liner and mascara... =)

Omg...Jiyongie's FRIGGIN WICKED~~~~like, WOAH~~~ 

>Squiggles~~~<

Love the face, the clothes! super gothic image and the knife meddling...

>_<

Wuargghhhh~~~

*going crazy*

DAMN SEXXXYYYY
lol

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The weather's been a little -wait, not a little, but A LOT CRAZIER these days.
Take a walk down a row of shophouses, cross a busy street and I'll find myself digging for a packet of tissue from my bag.
The weather's super hot!!!!! And I've been down with er, fever, flu, and there's something wrong with my throat, and the abdominal cramps have been torturing me like hell for the past couple of days T__T
...and even now I'm still being tormented by the occasional mucus and itchy throat...thankfully I'm on the road to recovery now...

Come to think of it, I practically wasted a whole week floating around the house doing nothing. I wanted to study, but I just didn't feel like it. But I had no choice...who ask me to get sick during this time? =_=

Today's the first time I feel like moving around and onlining after dinner since the past few days...so here I am, updating my blog..

F7 & F9 classes are coming to an end. Well, F9 ended but F7's still hanging on...Hope to complete the syllabus soon so that I can fully concentrate on revising ^^ ~and this marks the beginning of the library days (or maybe not) lol. EXAM KITS HERE I COME LOL

GDragon's officially released his concert DVD either one or 2days back, and its available in other countries besides Korea, but I'm not sure if I can find it in the CD store in JJ. Can you believe it? His concert is actually available for screening in theaters in Korea T___T Wish I could go too....But I'm definitely getting the original copy of the concert dvd!!!

Another news...EUN JI WON'S GETTING MARRIED!!!
Erm, technically, already married -yesterday (21st April), but since the wedding took place on a super romantic Hawaii beach, it was 20th April all the way on the other side of the world. He finally married his girlfriend whom he knew for about 12yrs if I've not mistaken. They met when they were in Hawaii and separated after Jiwon went back to Korea to join the entertainment industry >_<
But several years later, they met back in Korea and the rest is history =)
Congratulations to our Eun Cho-Ding ^^ . Cho-Ding means elementary schoolkid in Korean. So~ haha yea, imagining marrying a man whose nickname is schoolkid. But I gotta tell ya, his press conference during the 2Day 1Night shoot was really touching cause its hard to imagine for someone like JiWon to be saying things like 'I really like you and I would like to spend the rest of my life with you~' LOL
ANyway, I'd like to wish them all the best and congrats!! XD

Today Was A Fairytale

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale.

 

It may look and sound childish with all the fairytale and prince stuff...

yet I do not deny that this song rocks!!!

Can't you feel this magic in the air...

It must've been the way you kissed me~

This tune keeps on playing in my mind...XD

And yes- it is not wrong for a girl to dream of fairytales once in a while.

LoL.

Memory

We had our AFC annual dinner last Friday (9th April) at ICCC and it was indeed super memorable. The committee did an awesome job. I had loads of fun and I think this will be the last time this sort of 'reunion' can happen...cos after this, some of them will be leaving to KL to continue ACCA, some will be graduating, some already graduated and a couple of them already landed themselves in a job. And when everybody's out there, its hard to get them to come back for gatherings somehow.

Haizz...sad to think of it though...*emo*

College will be even quieter after this sem...

Although we have new intakes coming in, but the feeling's different overall.

When I get a little tired of studying, all I'd have to do is to look up and there'll be a bunch of whacky fellas doing some funny stuff which'll make you laugh the hell out.

Instead of locking myself at home in my room facing the 4 walls, I've people to talk to in college when I'm bored of studying.

However, from now on there will be

no more noise makers and crackpot jokes in the library...

No more tea time at Nijam or Samudera...

No more group studies like the ones we used to have 1or 2 years back during the extended library hours and we have yumcha sessions whenever we feel like...

During the weekends where the library opens, there'll be fewer cars parked in front of college >_<

Sometimes I wish I could revisit 2008 & 2009, especially during the exam revision period. Although it was stressful, but it was fun and memorable.

I really miss those times...the laughter, memories, and experiences...

Sadly there's no such thing as going back in time.

 

Anyway, I was just listening to this collection of sad instrumental songs while blogging this post...=)

First day of April

Today's 1st April, also April Fool's day...and it is indeed a very memorable day for me...

why?

Haha~ I got a call from my long time doink buddy, Yoshita last night...she called just to remind me of the April Fools day 3 years ago when I was in Form 5. Back then we even had a so called group name CaIPuSaViYo (sounds super sakai right? But it was made of our names -Carmen, Ili, Punitha, Sara, Vipu and Yoshita -multiracial 1 Malaysia LOL) Gosh we were like super super duper close back then in Form 4 n 5. Ili even made each of us something out of those glass paint used in glass painting. She made our names using the glass paint and it's still stuck on my calculator after 3 years =) Each of us had a different colour -mine was pink.

And there was this April Fool thing that seriously got me fooled. =.=

I was so stupid to actually believe their prank and I will remember this day forever.

The prank started in the mid of Feb 2007...

Sara and Ili came up to me, saying Yoshita's leaving to KL soon...and back then I was closest to Yoshita. I didn't wanna believe at first, but as time passes, my friends' acting was so damn good till I started believing. Everybody pakat just to make me believe that she's actually leaving to KL and it made me so sad....

till I actually wanna cry...and yeah, I think I did cry to myself once >_<

I tried to dig out the truth from Ili but her acting was so darn good, which ended up making me even more emo, and Yoshita was laughing behind my back =.=

The prank went on for about 2 weeks until April Fool's day. Yo and Ili wrote a note using highlighter and slipped it into my Modern Maths text book, hopefully I'll see it, but I didn't until I got home...

They thought I would have read the note, but I didn't. 

So they thought I was mad at them after knowing the truth cause I didn't really talk to them the whole day. But truth was, I was super sad. T__T

In the end, I found out it was a lie ... T__T and that saved a lot of tears...lol

Another time, Ili wrote a short story about Yoshita. In the story, she was very ill and was about to die (er, I think it was some cancer). We were all in the story...

I read the story the next day, and I was almost to tears.... >_<

I didn't know why I got so emotional even if it was just a fake story.

Well...me and Yo were really really close back then...

and I'm glad she still does call me from time to time...we'll talk and talk and talk...

Ili's currently in MMU Cyberjaya...god knows what's going on in her life now... >_< seem to have lost touch with her. 

Sara's working part time in a law firm after her Form 6. Currently deciding where to study next. 

Punitha's doing medic in Indonesia. 

Lastly, Vipu, my desk partner for 2 years...well, honestly I don't know what has happened to her >_<

Totally lost contact with her after SPM, well why? haha another long story...

See, it's hard to really keep in touch with your friends once you've finish studying and everyone has their own way to go. Out of ten, maybe only one of them contacts you from time to time, and if you're lucky you guys get to stick together in University or be colleagues. 

I really appreciate and had fun with my friends in secondary and primary and I never like farewells...cause it makes me sad to even think that we'll never be able to see each other again.

So, all I can say is appreciate those around you cause you'll never know when you'll stop seeing each other or when they'll just walk out of your lives.

Lastly, Happy April Fools Day doink XD 

Love you guys lots =)

And thanks for all the fun loving memories during my last 2 yrs of secondary life.

CAIPUSAVIYO =)

Me and my darling for 2yrs =)