안녕 가세요 2010 년!

Today's the last day of 2010, and I bet millions and millions of other people around the world will be blogging about it today. There's really nothing much going on for me today. Half the people are still working today, despite the holiday declared by our PM. LoL. Half the world will be out partaying till the wee hours later on. I'll be chilling at home, tuning in to Seoul Fm I guess, while finishing up Stargazer and somewhere in Seoul, MBC's Gayo Daejun goes on. Of all the 3 year end specials they had, namely SBS, KBS, and MBC, I only get to see KBS's Gayo Daejun...and THAT'S THE ONLY ONE GD DOESN'T APPEAR ON. 

=__=

Instead, they went to Japan for another award ceremony.

*Sigh*

I've just completed Paulo Coelho's book a moment ago. I liked a few stories in it...somehow it was a good read, though I don't usually pick up inspirational books =)

I've just found out about Seoul Fm. which is this Korean radio station, and its playing like a marathon of Kpop songs throughout the day. This is BigBang's hour, and its filled with tons of their old songs. Oh man~ Thank You iBigBang for tweeting this out. XD 

There's gonna be SS501, BEAST, U-KISS, SUPER JUNIOR...etc. And also yeah, all the other groups. They get one hour each. I'm gonna have to find out what time is the BEAST & UKISS marathon on for my mom! LOL.

OK, after another long pause...I'm back here. ^_^

Since today's the last day, its time to reflect back on what has happened during the year. Hm, a lot has happened definitely...A WHOLE DAMN LOT. Completing my F level in the first half, enduring the super tough P123 in the second half, new meetings and a few farewells, added some new faces to my circle of friends, dropped out one or two along the way, banged one or two walls and stood back up, made further new discoveries about the things and people around me and also within myself. I definitely wasn't the same person now, compared to the I on 31 Dec 2009 -nobody will be. 

Hm, ok...2010's gone now, and there's nothing much we can do about it. When we look at it, 31.12.2010 is just a number and life still goes on, no matter whether its 31st Dec or 1st Jan. Most importantly is that we realized what we've been through in the year, and keep on striving for the future. But just because we keep on working for the betterment of our future, doesn't mean we can forget to live in the present too. I should also learn to live in the present, take time to appreciate the things around me.

I always tend to write Happy 2010... I paused after 'Happy' to think of the year. =__=

OK, so it's HAPPY 2011.

If things go well, I may see myself working by the end of 2011 (hopefully /==).

I've been through ENOUGH emotional stress this year, so I hope next year's portion will be greatly reduced. Please and Thank You. =)

*U-Kiss and B2ST marathon on Seoul FM. now!*

Wow, at the end of 2010, I've added another person to my list of Korean dahlings~

Alexander Lee Eusebio from U-Kiss!

My mom said this pic was from 2yrs ago. So, he looks a bit older now =__=

But who cares, hahaha~ he's still cute and adorable and super farney~ and mischievous.

I wanna see how big this craziness gets. 

Will he overthrow Kwon Ji Yong from his throne? Hahaha, I doubt. Xander's gotta have to work a little more harder to steal Kwon Leader's No. 1 spot which has remained unchanged for more than a year now. 

LMAO!

I'm afraid I'd have to eat my own words one day, cause the more I say it, the more it won't happen. 

Hm, anyway...time to move on to another new year. 

Anyeong-gasseyo 2010~

Anyeong-hassaeyo 2011~

^_^

*After another LOONNGGG pause*

Stumbling upon another website/blog specially dedicated to GD is like a New Year gift to me LOL!

It's got tons of HQ pics....

 

Say High High High High HIGH~~~

Say La La La La LA~~~

Say HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !!!!

Wow, I started this post at 2 or 3++pm, and now its like 5.30pm. HAHAHA~orang pun sudah lepas kerja!

Eve of New Yr's Eve

You know, I'm really beginning to fall for the names of Lucas & Alexander. Well, more on Lucas. Hahaha, I know, this is nuts. I can't believe I'm falling for people's names instead =_=

Haha, I know a friend who fell for the names Ryan and Bryan. LMAO!

How cliche it is, to buy a love story between a vampire and human, knowing that they can't be together unless the other one turns into a vampire too. Reading the second novel in the series without reading the first one, kinda makes me want to go back to MPH and grab that one and only one book left on the shelf! I wonder if its still there by now. I know I'll love the first one even more~

Right now, I'm loving my two books and I'm taking them wherever I go. XD

The weather today's so so cold, just like a moderate winter kinda feeling. It feels as though we are beginning to experience the 4 seasons as well, lol. And I know its snowing like mad in Seoul right now. GDTOP's performance during last night's SBS Gayo Daejun was of course flawless~

Alexander just tweeted, he said he's down with a headache and couldn't even smile. And they've got the KBS special stage to attend tonight. Still gotta practice. Poor Xander T__T

For a moment there, I just felt like this post is crap and sounded so immature =__=

Waddaheck.

Maybe I'm just trying to dig something up to post before the year end. LoL.

Anyway, yeah, I'm still a G-Dragon fan~ and will still be...until god knows when...maybe until some KPOP dude with the name of Lucas springs up. 

/==

Kidding...

=__=

Ok, lame....

I should be reading my book now.

TTG~

Time Flies

Today's the 29th of December. Loads of stuff coming along the way...just waiting to be done. Also, sem starts next week, which means no more waking up at 10+++ lazing around, onlining whenever I want, reading as I please for hours, no more mindless strolls, playing the guitar for hours, just sitting here doing nothing and not having to worry about studies. =D
This is the best time anyone could've hoped for. Of course this time, I won't say I'm bored because if I don't make the best out of the holidays, I know I'd regret it later when I start working. No more 2 week breaks. I might even have to work my ass off on public holidays =__=
What a lifeless job.
Oh well....

But anyway, I think this time, I didn't regret how I spent the holidays. Although I wasn't traveling, but I did quite a lot at home considering its just 2 weeks of break.
In the first week, I started learning one song, and it took me one whole week to learn it fully. Although it wasn't what I intended to learn at the beginning, but that will do, cause its also one of my favourite songs. I still need lots of practice though.
Also started a bit on my OBU. Was trying to look for suitable companies so that once the topic was agreed on, I could start working on it. So far, the Word document has been left untouched since last week, so I gotta continue later....
Started attending Korean classes which I certainly did not regret! Again, more practice is needed so that I can read faster instead of figuring the first word, and then pause a few seconds to piece up the second character. I hope I'll still have the interest once sem begins and revision and OBU starts coming in. But no matter, I WANT TO SPEAK KOREAN!!! 화이팅!!!
Learned how to cook Kurma chicken ^_^ Was suppose to learn rendang this week...but hmmm tak jadi LOL.
Then, I also had the time to discover not only there's G-Dragon, G-Dragon, and G-Dragon...and only G-DRAGON in Korea, but there's also other cute people like Xander, and uhm...yeah, pretty much Xander. Haha, there're others too like Taemin and all, but I like Xander more out of the bunch of new guys I've discovered. Hahahaha~ He SPEAKS 7 DIFFERENT LANGUAGES!!! -AND, HE'S CUTE! LOL

Then, besides onlining, helping around, and doing all those things above, I also bought 2 books during the weekend. Actually, my main goal going to MPH was to get myself a Korean dictionary, but I ditched the dictionary for Paulo Coelho's 'Like The Flowing River', thanks to Nickhun! Just as I was about to pay, something pulled me over to the section filled with vampire fiction books. Then, my eyes caught the word 'Stargazer', I picked up the book and read the back cover. I had hard time choosing between the vampire version of Romeo and Juliet story, or the Stargazer book which also talks about vampire, but its about romance between a vampire and a guy who belongs to a group of vampire hunters. Haha, how typical. In the end, I got Paulo's book and the Stargazer.
So, my next few days were given away to the books. Less onlining, less guitar, less OBU. Hahahaha~I'm still halfway through each book. Now I know why Nickhun chose that book. Cause its made up of many many many short stories, each ranging from 1-3 pages only. Since he's like so freaking busy, he can just pick it up anytime and read up a page or two. =)
Also, the fact that I love reading so much, and I haven't really got the time to read much lately, I don't mind spending the remaining holidays, just sitting on the bench reading. Besides, its kinda windy today and the weather's pretty good lately. As I'm blogging now, I don't even have to switch on the fan.

 I didn't know Stargazer is the 2nd book in the series. Now I feel like buying Evernight, the first book cause while reading Stargazer, I realise that I'm gonna enjoy the plot in Evernight better. Somehow, the name Lucas really gives me the impression of a bad boy. Real badass guy, damn cool, but has a good inside(???). Haha, I'm beginning to really like the name Lucas.

Yes, this book talks a lot about how humans live and how they think life is all about, but did not realise there's so much more to it than just living through everyday, waking up the next day working, earning a salary, retire, and start to feel useless and not contributive, not wanted anymore when they're old. Hm, all of the stories are experienced by the writer himself, some which I find true while some, not really applicable to me, LOL. Two stories which I find very interesting were The Story of A Pencil and Genghis Khan and His Falcon. Stories here take place in many countries, hence there's also lots of things I can learn. Although I don't really read these kind of books, but this book is not bad. It's a good read =)

Well, so much for my holidays. It's ending in about 5 more days. A new year is coming right ahead. Once again, its time to let go of 2010 and look forward to another new three hundred and sixty five days. Time really flies.

FelizNavidad

I WANT THIS FOR CHRISTMAS!!!!!

 LOL It's FREAKIN AWESOME YAAAA!!!!

But anyways, its all just talk..lol I won't actually go YesAsia.com and click on 'Purchase'.

Haha, but still, its 25 December 2010. 

Iicheongu is coming to an end in another 6 more days. Another fresh year ahead.

^_^

Merry XMAS and Happy New Year!!!

Koro~~

Haha, I was just experimenting with the sun rays coming in between the tree leaves. Hm, apparently it didn't turn out the way I wanted it too. LOL nvm...

My cousins just got a super duper out of this world, super cute terrier named Koro. And I've been dying to go meet him. Can't really get a good pic of him on the ground cause he's frantically moving around, up and down. Every picture I took turn out blurry.

=__=

So, I had to grab hold of him. XD

But he's waaaaayyyyyy cuteeee!

Freaking cute~~~~

Koro~Koro~Koro~~~~

♬♬♬

What I did today? 

I learned to cook a new thing ~ Kurma Chicken ^_^ 

The idea just popped up last night and I asked my mom to make it today, she was like 'Ok, you can make it...'

Haha, so yeah, she got the ingredients and I prepared everything. 

YumYum~~ ^_^

The paste looks like shit (seriously) 

=__=||

The ingredients were pretty simple actually.

DunG~~~~~ XD

Aiks, forgot to rotate the pic. LOL There's the ginger, onion, garlic...

Before this, I didn't realise I was eating all those in the kurma chicken dish, now I know. 

Half an hour later, in goes the pile of dung XDDD

Then you add in the chicken, add water, add chili, potato, the green vege thing, potato, and santan, and all that salt, seasoning and stuff...let it cook and presto! Kurma chicken ^_^

So yeah, I went on to view the 3rd tutorial of The Myth and its super duper 'easy' ^_^

-Not. =__=

Hm, I guess all I need is more practice. What I thought I couldn't do before this, I'm able to do now, thanks to lots of repeats and practice. So, yeah, I CAN DO THIS BEFORE SEM STARTS!

GD and TOP's album will be released tomorrow!!! So excited to get my hands on the download link! Hahahaha~

♥♬♥♬♥

Xander♥ I'm liking this name so much that I'm making it the title XD

GD and TOP had better release their duo unit album ASAP, cause these guys are taking over my brain super duper quickly!~ Hahahaha!

Hmmm not for long I guess, cause its coming out on Xmas eve.

^_^

But anyway, I'm leaving a mark on this blog by putting up their pics lol.

♥*♥*♥

 Lee TaeMin (ShiNee) Hm no doubt he's got a pretty boy slash girly face, but he's pretty damn cute on TV. Hahahaha~~~ Taemin ahhh~~

...and he's only a freaking 17 year old. T__T

He really doesn't look 17 at all...gosh-

알렉산더

Hahaha, I can proudly put Korean words in my blog cause I can read his name now!

Xander, Xander Xander from U-Kiss 

OMG, without my mom, I wouldn't even get to know this guy LOL. My mom weh, can you imagine? 

Alexander's preeeety super darn cute if you ask me. His tweets are so hyped up! He's super cute, athletic, dances, sings, AND he SPEAKS 7 DIFFERENT LANGUAGES. Spanish, Portuguese, Japanese, Chinese (Mandarin & Cantonese), Korean and English. HOW CAN U NOT ADMIRE THIS GUY???

Lee Joon definitely is MUCH BETTER LOOKING then Rain. Pffft!

He's like the Edward Cullen of MBLAQ. ♥♥♥

 He's not exactly taking over my brain, but since I'm mentioning all the cute guys, I thought of including him here too XD

LOL anyway, its getting late now and I gtg meet Xander in his Xanderland...hahahaha! Tommorow, er I mean later today, I gotta go visit my sifu in YouTube to continue the 3rd part of his tutorial and go look up for potential companies on which I can base my thesis. Seriously its damn hard to decide on a topic. I'm considering doing the working capital or M&A. Its really hard searching for a company who've just acquired or merged with another. The one with the working capital is quite challenging too...

Hmmmmmmm....I'm in no hurry I guess, so I'll just do some research by myself and consult David when sem starts. 

Ok, set. 

So, GoodNight and sweet dreams.

Holidays

Yeah~ Korean class was G.R.E.A.T~ ^_^

I'm finally learning Korean! I can' believe after one class, I can start reading a few simple words already, and if given the time I can slowly piece those consonants and vowels together and read more complicated words.

I'm pretty excited~ XD

But first I gotta memorise those basic consonants and vowels first. Class was fun, and before this, I didn't know she was pure Korean until I asked at the end. Everyone was like =___=||

I was like, 'What? o.O Did it sound like a dumb question?' LOL

I thought she went to Korea to live and came back to teach after a couple of years or something. Hahaha~

Turns out, she was pure 100% Korean.

Everything she wrote on the board was all Korean, and at the beginning everyone was like o.O Huh? Apa tu? =__= And she was going on and on in Korean, mixed with some English so we could understand. Lulu was talking to her in Korean half the time, lol. Thank god she sat beside me yesterday, she was a big fat help to me! =D

We learned how to write the title of our favourite dramas and variety shows, talked about them. LOL. I can't wait to learn more, and I hope this passion to learn Korean won't die down so quickly! XD

It has got to last for at least 6 months, cause I think by then, I would be able to converse in Korean already? Hopefully =)

Yeah, then I started out my Ethics Module earlier in the afternoon, and cheated a bit by skipping certain parts LOL. Completed it in an hour plus XD

One item ticked off my list of to-dos.

Gotta learn up The Myth.

Gotta finalise everything so I can officially start my OBU in January (hopefully). I hope Ms. Jen remembers.

Hm, what else?

Oh yes, the GD/TOP duo unit. HIGH, HIGH- I'M SO HIGH~ Say ha ha ha ha, Say la la la la la~ Seriously, after watching their SBS Inkigayo performance, I'm kinda excited about their album. Can't wait for the release! GD's still got it afterall~ LOL like ninja~!

19Dec2010

OK, exams have ended...and I have all the bloody time in the world to do whatever I want. 

What have I achieved so far? 

>>Read up on OBU stuff - WIP

>>Learn The Myth  - WIP 

Arrghhhh~~ I'm so freaking excited to learn how to fully play this song! It's so hard at the beginning. I can't even hammer that G properly and I can't switch fast enough between a few chords for the intro. It was really slow, cause on the first night I learnt, I only managed to play the first few seconds of the whole song~hahaha~ Real slowwww...

But on the 2nd night, it was really not bad at all~ I managed to learn all the way up till before chorus. It's still a bit cacat, so I had to practise practise and practise and now it sounds much better. I still make a few mistakes here and there, but well~ I can't wait to learn the following parts~~!!!

Just now I just went on the the 3rd tutorial, which is the chorus. OMG it was so freaking hard to follow. The chords were all over the fret board. Sekejap sini, sekejap sana. It's so hard that I had to bar those chords, let alone make sure it sounds. Then I have to jump few frets up/down to play another chord quickly. 

End up, learned a few chords only.

I gotta go back to perfecting my earlier parts, until I can play without looking at my fingers. Yes, my finger tips are red and hard but, its worth it!

I BELIEVE I CAN FINISH LEARNING THIS WHOLE SONG!!!

XD

Hm, tomorrow my Korean class starts. Can't wait to see how it turns out though. I wanna make sure I really go for it this time and not stop halfway like the rest of the other stuff I learned. I wanna make sure I make something out of it this time and I WANT TO KNOW HOW TO SPEAK GD'S LANGUAGE!!! 

IF NICKHUN CAN SPEAK THAI, ENGLISH, THEN LEARN KOREAN, AND CHINESE, WHY CAN'T I ???

=__=

I also recently just re-established the fact that I'm super duper soft and kind hearted. I can forgive someone like in a snap. LOL. Is this a good or bad thing?

ACCA

OK~~Today's 13th December 2010.
Today's P1 - Professional Accountant!
I want to kiss this paper GOODBYE once and for all~ and I think I can.
*cross my fingers*
>__<
Tomorrow's the official nightmare~ P2 -Corporate Reporting..and I'm REALLY DESPERATE TO KISS THIS GOODBYE TOO~! START KISSING~~MUAH MUAH MUAH~~~
XD
I hope cashflow comes out. I hope some easy IAS comes out. Even if its not an easy IAS, but I would've remembered it. Hahaha~ And then P3- Business Analysis on Wednesday.
Then, its GOODBYE P123~~~!!!!
Plus, the worse thing is, I had to get sick on the weekend before my exams..GOSH~ of all days it has to be now. Phew thank god I didn't do last minute stuff. Now I know what's that extra one or two days which popped up in my plan are for. They're for accommodating my sickness. =___=||
Seriously, thank god I had extra one or two days incase of emergency.
I thank myself for being a cautious planner! Hahahaha
*still got mood to tc =_=*
Tomorrow P2 larrr...
And its 12am now..
Better tutup buku and pergi tido.
I guess I'll continue speed-flipping through my exam kit tomorrow. XD
So, I'll go finish up my dragon fruit now (HAhahaha reminds me of Evaynne darling and GD LOL)
Okey, so P2 and P3 left.
HWAITING!!!!
FIGHTING!!!!
Watever~~ XD

Gdnite~

Nightmare b4 ACCA(Christmas)

Examsssssss...

When's it gonna end?

Haha, guess what? Mine haven't even started. 

I can't wait for the moment when the invigilator signs off the last column in my docket and takes it away.

Oh no, I'll still be writing at that time.

Ok, make that the time when the invigilator says 'Stop writing...' and I'll gladly put my pen down (hopefully), feeling satisfied with what I wrote in that bloody script. 

*Cross my fingers*

Then, I can fly off to the moon.... Weeeee~~~

=___=

Right now, I'm just hoping time to pass ASAP and in a zapppp, it'll be Wednesday evening. 

I guess it might just be too much for me to handle right now. 

Plus with the pressure of this being the final sitting before the syllabus changes. 

Arrghhh!~!~!~!~!

Then, it's 2 weeks of break for us.

WADDAHECK??? 

2 WEEKS ONLY???

WE DESERVE MORE THAN JUST 14 DAYS!!!

*ROARS!!!!!!~~~~*

There's so much I wanna do now....

Watch Narnia~ (the easiest, most achievable goal)

Learn up a few more songs...but what I REALLY REALLY REALLY wish I could play is  

Beyond - 真的愛你, and one or 2 Korean songs, if its not too much.

That Beyond song's gonna be reallllllly tough. I haven't even found the chords/tabs yet.

Well, then I wanna officially take up Korean classes!

Yeah, I wanna be closer to GD~muahahahah~~I wanna watch 2Days1Night without relying on subtitles!

I wanna listen to Kpop songs, knowing the meaning! 

Hm, seems like a lot to do in 2 weeks LOL

I'm also considering to do my OBU next year. I bet I'll have a pretty high chance of getting at least a 2nd class upper =)

Hmmm, I guess it'll be a waste if I don't do it.

I'll have to start planning for it then. 

Hmm...what else? I wanna watch one Korean drama series. LOL

Right now, I just need time to pass REAL FAST.

Sometimes I worry too much. 

I can't help it. It's not that I don't want to study. It's just that my brain can't absorb anymore. 

=_________=

Well, that can't be helped. I've worked so hard for the past couple of months, so why not struggle for another week? 

I CAN DO IT!!!!

T__T

Right now, everyday, one of the items which follows me practically everywhere I go, is my earphones and my phone, lol. 

I listened so much, till I'm recharging my phone everyday.

All I need is some fun human interaction! And LOTS OF KWON JI YONG!

KWON JI YONG WHERE ARE U???

I NEED U HERE~~~

XD

I need to see that cute, aegyo, adorable, charming, and heart-melting smile of yours.

I NEED TO SEE THAT SEXYNESS~~~

COME ON BABEH~~~~!!!

#________#

I absolutely adore that pair of kissy slash pouty lips and those shoes!

LOL

011210

OWLMAIGUARD~~~It's FREAKING DECEMBER ALREADY!

And I really do wish I can just complete my P123 papers in my dreams tonight, so that when I wake up tomorrow, everything will be over and I don't have to go on being like this anymore...

I'm like a zombie everyday...

The first thing I see in the morning are my books.

The last thing I see before I sleep, are also my books.

Where's MY LIFE???

Oh god, I hate this time of the year.

T__T

I always complain and complain when it comes to exam season...

I just don't get how people taking 4 papers...4 FREAKING HEAVY PAPERS...can just take it like that. 

Why can't I?

=.=

Sometimes, it makes me feel as if I'm so freaking non-stress-proof

Sigh~

I need to learn how to handle it...I can't go on getting stressed up every now and then. LOL.

Just when I thought I'm handling it well, then the wave comes back.

Waddaheck.

*RUNS TO GD SQUEALING~~~~*

YAAAAAAA GD OPPA YAAAAA~~~

I need a super chiukup strong dose of G-DRAGON right now.

HAHAHAHA~~~

Baby, Baby, Baby ohhh~~~

Here I am, doing nothing at home~ ignoring that pile of exam kits and notes on my table~hahaha I'm like listening to Baby, baby, baby ohhh~~~Like baby baby baby noooo~~~ so technically, I'm doing something. LOL.
Just reminded me of this recent video of GD singing along to Baby~hahaha and speaking of GD, I JUST REALISED he's got brown eyes!
Z__Z
As in, really really PURE BROWN eyes. I don't think they photoshopped it though, why would they wanna photoshop his eye color? Hmm didn't realise it previously, cause my supreme gallery of GD photos didn't have one where his eyes was the main focus. Haha, big deal anyways~ =__=
I just got a little spazzed up seeing his sexy slash fabulous smile LMAO~
I plan to enjoy my rest-day to its fullest, and so far, so good~
But each time I walk into the room and I see that pile of books and I'll be like *regret gao gao*
Urrgghh, I want this exam season to end soon. It's too monotonous.
November's coming to an end. The struggle will end soon. Just gotta bare with it for a little while more.
/CALM~
Yesterday night was super awesome...finally I get to let out everything I've been suppressing all this while. Sick jerk~really good for nothing. Went on to 'accuse' me of deleting him from Twitter? =___=
Please, I did not delete or block anybody from anything. I didn't even block that jerk who held my hand without my permission. =____=
I'm not so childish lor~
Please go get a life and grow up~
*thinks back~I'm such a kind hearted and forgiving person~~~*
That @@$hole who went around telling everyone about his fabulous scandal ends up blaming others when I found out about the truth. Waddaheck! Does it even matter who told? It all stems from you. If you hadn't go round spilling all your dirty stories and digging your own grave, then this matter wouldn't get so worse as it is today.
Well, all I can say, is that I've made my conclusion. The line has been drawn and you ain't stepping any further ahead. So, goodbye and I don't want you in my face ever again. Thank you. =)

So, that's that. And its a fullstop. I'm not gonna mention this in my blog ever again, unless something new pops up which makes me spit fire. But I doubt the chances anyway.

AH, yes~I shall end this blog post in a happy tone, there goes another new pic of GD back in black~ *kinda miss the red-hair though =(*

Aish~seeing this actually made me feel like clubbing with GD =____=||
LMAO that would only happen like, in my wildest dreams ever. Seeing him dance to OMG was like~ *____* that's enough to make me see stars...hahahaha~
chiaoz~

Harry James Potter

Finally I get to watch the movie~

^_^

1st screening some more~~lol

Its only half of the book, and that itself, took 2.5hrs! Imagine if the whole book became one movie, either its gonna last more than 4hrs or they're gonna cut lots of important parts in there.

It's really really really much darker, and edgier this time.

Lotsa killing, lotsa blood, lotsa screaming and lotsa running away~

It's the first time they didn't even show HOGWARTS in the movie! I really miss the castle environment, with all the stone walls, high towers, great stairs, common room, and huge warm fireplaces. Yes~ there's no Quidditch this time too!

It was really really exciting and I didn't realise 2.5hrs have already passed.

When Voldermort crashed Dumbledore's tomb to take the Elder's Wand, and it just ended there...and I was like~~~'Ah! I knew they're gonna cut off from here!' and I didn't even realise it was already 2pm++

I was like woah~~

It blew me away, totally!

Most of book 7 is about the 3 of them running away, hiding, and searching for the Horcruxes. It was damn exciting...plus, the last time I read the book was the first time I read it...er approx. 3yrs ago? Hahahaha~ so I've forgotten bits and pieces of the story.

But its ok...I don't wanna watch the movie knowing every single line they're gonna say after that.

Love, the Malfoy's Manor. Wicked~

Love the beautiful sceneries of the places they went, especially where they burried Dobby.

OMG...I can't believe I was close to tears when Dobby died trying to protect Harry.

T___T

I can hear ppl behind me sniffing away~

Wow, its really kinda sad.

And also when Harry found his parents' grave at Godric's Hollow on Xmas eve -LOL seeing him tearing up, gets me all teary-eyed too.

And also the part where Hedwig blocked another attack from Harry. He got hit in midair and fell~
That was pretty much like a pinch in the heart too. *sad*
Lotsa emotional scenes too.

There were also quite a  few humorous scenes...and everybody LMAO-ed.

Well, I hate being left there hanging for another half a year. The final part won't be coming out until next summer I think.

And when it does come out...then that'll be the end of Harry Potter. 

No more after this..

There goes my 10yrs of craze over HP. It was amazing~I Love the way JKR writes. She's so amazing.

I wanna thank her for bringing the Boy Who Lived to life and its almost like we grew up together~

^_^

I used to fantasize over the Harry Potter world, how nice it would be if there's such thing as magic in this world, and Hogwarts really do exist. It would be so much fun learning magic, rather than studying for SPM and ACCA =_=

I was practically a walking HP dictionary back then LOL.

Rainy Night

PHEW~after another day of P2/P3 routine~the day is finally over...

It's past 12midnight now, and time to tido soon...

Tomorrow will be another day, and everything starts from scratch again...

Though I won't deny that I was pretty pleased with today's progress =)

I was in such a super good mood this afternoon and I danced through P2 without stressing out one bit (probably also due to the fact that I only did IASs and none of the consol/cashflow question =__=)

Haha, but anyway, P3 was also alright at night~

Conclusion, I was in such a super good mood after blasting everything out in the previous post, LOL.

So good that eventually I ran out of stuff to write in this post. 

LMAO.

I FINALLY THINK I MANAGED TO PLAY KISSIN YOU!!!! GAH~~~

~Cause when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive...Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find...Falls right into place...You're all that it takes...My doubts fade away when I'm kissin' you...~

NOW I JUST NEED TO INVEST IN A CHEAP/GOOD-ENOUGH CAPO FOR ME TO USE.

OMG~ANOTHER ADDITION TO THE SHORT LIST OF SONGS I CAN PLAY~

AFTER EXAM, I SWEAR I'M GONNA DO THIS 2 THINGS:

1) Take up Korean language classes (YES, I'm SERIOUS) I wanna add some extra shine to my resume, lol.

2) Learn a few more songs and brush up my guitar playing skills!

I can't wait to actually learn Korean~hahaha...I might actually get to work with multinational Korean companies in future and god knows, -GO TO SEOUL ONE DAY? XD

At least its an extra something though...

And yes, my guitar...I've been practising and practising kinda often recently, till the tip of my fingers harden a little like it was a few years back. LOL.

Hmmmm...ok. 12.22am...

I better off soon.

Another long day ahead.

GAMBATEH!!!

SUSU~~~~

XD

I didn't cut this on purpose XD

This little piece of 'leung fun' somehow ended up like a heart shape on my finger~~~

^_^

F#$KG^&H34@5$T5U$E

Hahaha~ there's my super talented Kwon-Leader~~
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 *Ok here I'm trying to study, and my stupid good for nothing neighbour is busy HAMMERING, DRILLING, DOING-DUNNO-WHAT-ELSE IN THEIR STUPID HOUSE!*
Getting them as neighbours is like some sort of punishment for something bad you've done in your past life. They are one the worst and sickest ppl walking on the face of this earth.
(OK, I'm Probably boiling now, that's why the words all flow out effortlessly)
That's that, and...
Looking at what that has happened recently, I can only make one conclusion:-
NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER~
EVER
Trust those GODDAMN GUYS!
I tell you, its seriously SICKENING to see how nice this person can be on the outside and only to discover how freaking bad he is on the inside, but as my bro said, don't judge a book by its cover -And its so goddamn true. Thinking of all this just makes me feel so sick and even PHOBIA of ever thinking of getting into a relationship. GOD KNOWS WHAT ARE HIS REAL INTENTIONS?
THERE ARE A LOT OF BIG TIME FAKERS OUT THERE. PLENTY  LYING OUT THERE ON THE STREETS...No need go so far la, through out my years in college, I've met PLENTY.
And I really really do think GOD IS FAIR.
VERY FAIR.
I'm not an exception either.
People may see that 'Oh, I'm so smart, etc etc etc...I'm so good at this, that...' ahaha, but only god knows what I've been through~
LOL
Lately, I feel as though I'm such an easy target for ppl to make use of.
Do I really look that naive?
Do I really look like such a VULNERABLE TARGET???
It's just so sickening I tell you.
First~
Second~
Haha, I'm counting~~~waiting for the 3rd time.../==
What the heck man.
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME?
MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SUCH A VICTIM.
I'M SO INNOCENT.
LIFE SUCKS.
~
G-U-Y-S SUCK! (MOSTLY ALL)
I just despise how some people pretend to be so so so super nice in front of you, treat you nice, and behind your back, they're doing another thing -and when you find out, it felt as though you've been cheated, made use of, manipulated?
THESE PPL ARE @**HOLES (SERIOUSLY) I think this is the first time I've actually use such words in my blog. OK, I shall not contaminate my wonderful blog, so I shall strike it off. Nevertheless, it doesn't change the fact that they are.
It's so hyporcritical of them.
Although I'm not really emotionally affected by this, I felt as though I've been betrayed.
You say this, and you do another thing.
SUCH A LIAR & FAKER.
Hahaha, I laugh at how it was such a coincidence.
I mean, LOL is it destiny or what huh?
Why don't you just F***ing leave me out of the scenario and carry on with your dumb ambitions. Why must you F***ing drag me into the situation?
I'm so mad lor, seriously.....
I'm NOT SOMETHING WHICH YOU CAN MAKE USE OF SO THAT YOU CAN DIVERT YOUR FEELINGS/PPL'S ATTENTION AWAY ok???
I'M NOT AN ITEM FOR DIVERSION FOR GOD SAKE.
LISTEN HERE YOU ASSHOLES:
I'M NOT SOMEBODY THAT YOU CAN KEEP ON THE HOOK WHILE YOU GO AFTER ANOTHER PERSON AND YOU THINK YOU CAN STILL COME BACK HERE IF YOU FAIL TO GO AFTER YOUR MAIN TARGET?
DO I LOOK THAT CHEAP TO YOU?
JUST F***ING STAY AWAY FROM ME, YOU GOOD-FOR-NOTHING-PPL-WHO-ONLY-KNOWS-HOW-TO-PLAY-WITH-PPL'S-FEELINGS.
How does it feel like when I make use of you to achieve one of my goals?
Thank god I didn't fall for your persistent moves and went along...
Thank god I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
If not, I would've looked like a fool/idiot by now, and everybody would be like 'Oh my god, pity her leh...'
Please la....
*sau pei laaaa*
You think life can still go on without me knowing what's going on?
FYI, I'm not DUMB ok?
=_=||
ONCE AGAIN, I BECAME A VICTIM IN A VERY SIMILAR SITUATION WHICH I WAS FACING SEVERAL MONTHS BACK.
Now that I think back, I think I'm the only 1 in a million girl on this earth who would actually choose to forgive and forget.
I SWEAR I WANT YOU GUYS TO REGRET WHEN YOU THINK BACK ABOUT THIS IN YEARS TO COME.
I don't care if you're the prime minister at that time, but I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER WHAT YOU'VE DONE IN THE PAST AND I WANT YOU TO REGRET~
It is seriously so so so wrong.
Got study ethics or not?????
Kohlberg's 3 Levels. I think you guys are pre-pre-pre-pre conventional level ppl.
Cis~
Thinking about all this just makes me boiling mad.
I don't feel sorry for myself...
I don't pity myself...
I just think that ppl like this are not even worth THE TIME.
Its a WASTE OF SPACE TO HAVE THESE PPL ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH. I BETTER HAVE MORE DOGS AND CATS. AT LEAST THEY'RE LOYAL TO THEIR MASTERS.
Haha~trying to be nice and funny with me hah?
Tipu Celaka Bohong lah!
Think I'm such a pushover huh?
Think I don't know anything huh?
You guys just SUCK.
And I don't ever want to meet ppl like this in my life EVER.
JUST F***ing STAY AWAY FROM MY DOLCE VITA~

WOW~What a relieve~
LOL
Now I need some time to cool down~
Then, begin my struggle for the day again~~~
Haih~
LIFE SUCKS -David Tan-

=_=

Well, I was so super bored...I don't know what to do anymore LOL, so I randomly spent 5mins photoshopping this up. Just some simple cropping and combining.
God, GD totally needs some rest. I don't care if their album gets delayed. I WANT him to get some PROPER REST!

Came back super duper late (not really late, its just 10pm) but late enough to delay my plans for the night... =_=
Dah lah today not productive at all T__T
Then the last minute Deepavali plan was so super duper cacated =__=
Gosh, we're like 2 dungus sitting there not being entertained and the TV was blaring with those tamil movie (normal la) but they don't even bother to put on subtitles for us. =___=
Conversations among them were all in tamil =___=
God knows what they were talking about, totally ignoring our existence there.
What you want us to do there? -Stare at the dimly lit 4 walls?
Oh for god sake, pls switch on all the lights laaaa, its already SUNSET!
The dogs were making pitiful noise...I guess they want to come in, and they just ignored it =.=
Please go and do something to them la, not just ignore them wailing all the way~~~
Gosh~
They just sat and sat and sat there until god knows what time...I think about 8.30 only we moved to the next house (which was the main purpose I came) =__=
I thought I'd be done with the whole thing by 8+ or 9, the latest.
Then, I can be back home by 9 and do at least one P1 past year.
But NOooo....
I reached home at 10.
My plans for today was kinda ruined.
*sigh*
Well.....tomorrow I swear I'm gonna get up early and finish that P1 past year by noon!
Then noon, hammer P2~
T___T
Damn sanfu lor.......
*SIGH*
I didn't know what I do anymore, since its kinda late.
I didn't wanna read, cause it'll be straining my eyes.
Nothing to watch.
Oh god, I need a life.
#___#
I always say this during exam time.

5.Nov.2010

First thing;

A VERY HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO VEMAL!!!

He's my one of my bestest friend/brother in the world~~~love him to the max~

LOL. He's exactly a month younger than I am, lol so technically, he's my 弟弟 

Haha...our memories go way back during our CAT days...

This guy's a good fellow. Haha, we share certain similarities too, including getting our hearts mashed before, lol. Well, but anyway...hope you'll quickly pass your ACCA (We'll GRADUATE TOGETHER YEAH?) and..

....

....

HAHA, Suddenly my attention was diverted to another new chapter to the fanfic I've been following~

so, let me finish this post first, and then I can read my story.

XD

So, today's Deepavali too and like every year, we go around our friends house. Its just that this year there's only Vinita & Shalani's house. The other 2 guys' house (ie LameV & Motivator) wasn't open. Haha, but still the fun wasn't any bit lesser than last year's. In fact, I think this year was much more fun. I can't rmb when was the last time we all gathered together in this big of a group and laughed till the whole house rocked. I mean, it was THAT LOUD. Each time somebody tells some lame joke or starts shooting someone, everybody laughed like hell and the whole house practically starts shaking with all the HAHAHAHAS~

I bet the neighbours are a bit annoyed lol. I LOVE TODAY. Can't rmb when was the last time we had this much fun. 

Everyone's here today, doing what we haven't been doing in quite a while.

Well, today was so much fun~

^_^

Haha, ok...now, imma get back to my fanfic XD

Trick or Treat

ITS FINALLY HALLOWEEN!!!

Which means October is coming to an end...autumn's finally gone...and this marks the beginning of winter.

Haha, as if we have all this here =_=

It's no doubt been one of my favourite holidays as a kid. It was my dream to have Halloween here in Malaysia! But sadly, we don't have it. What do we have? 1Malaysia day ^_^

Well, today IS the last day of October...which means ACCA's D-day is drawing closer.

T__T

Speaking of which, I've just spend the whole evening cracking my skull, trying to make sense of the forex part in consol. OMFG I was close to pulling hairs. The only part where Liza helped contribute to my whole understanding of forex consol was to translate all B/sheet @ closing rate, except for Equity which is @ historic rate, I/St @ average rate, and Divident @ actual rate =___=

That's all.

Whaddaheck man!

I had to start everything from scratch BY MYSELF!

I had to explore all the parts on my own- where to find this figure (WHERE THE %^&$ DID THIS FIGURE COME FROM???? ARRGGHHH), which working should I do first so that it flows well with the notes given, which figure will be the remaining balancing figure, which one to pluck to insert in my statements, bla bla bla. 

It's like self teaching.

Now I know why so many people (ie seniors) don't like her. THIS is one of the many reasons why. LOL.

#__#

Having managed to understand the basics to forex and all the stupid calculation that comes with it, is all thanks to my own efforts, thank you very much~

I always have to learn things the hard way.

Now that I'm done complaining, I shall have to spare a little attention to Mr. David's notes for revision class which starts tomorrow. There goes 3 days of my revision. Oh well, I guess it will all have to make do for now. And I'm so READY to fail my P2 EOM on Tuesday. 

=__=||

 Hmmmmmmmmmm....nvm...at least I passed my P1 & P3 which was so so so so super unexpected LMAO! I'm glad to know that I'm on the right track. Just hope that I don't go off track XD.

So, right now, I'll have to keep it all in balance, and also brush up on my P2!!!!!!

/CALM

Oh yes, btw, BIGBANG should be done with their 'Handshake' cum Concert Photobook release in Japan, HAHAHAHA~ GD's hands must be so polluted after that handshake. I BET HE WORE some glove accessory thingy to protect his hands! LMAO, since he's such a neat/clean freak.

GD in his latest ad. Some G-Market thing. LOVE the pants, LOVE the shirt with labels of instructions on how to wash, LOVE the lips ring!

 Another CF by GD~ Say yeah yeah yeah!!!~~~ (Say yeah yeah yeah!!!~~~)

*GD in S'pore on the 23rd of October for the Korean Pop Night Concert*

It's like a mini concert for the SVIPs! BigBang was like the main focus at the event LOL.

Fancams were obviously not as awesome as seeing live. But that'll do~Hahaha~

A Boy

WOAH~~~~GENG JEONG!!!~~~~

The last few moments of his HD Live Performance was like BAMMMM~~~it was all shocking and it Woah-ed the CROWD OF CRAZY FANS who are so IN LOVE with KWON JI YONG!

It even woah-ed me.

Hahahaha~~~

After one day of boring-routine-stupid stuff, I went onto You Tube and JENG JENG JENG~~~clicked on this random performance of GD last year, when his hair was still blonde.

Hahaha- conclusion is, GD's never failed to impress me. There's always some element of excitement, surprise, crowd woah-ing, high, and AMAZINGNESS when it comes to GD and his performance. 

He's always filled with high expectations and is such a freaking perfectionist. Even a pencil which is slightly tilted to the side annoys him =_= It's gotta be adjusted back to 90degrees. LMAO.

He's such a perfectionist and neat freak!

_ok ok...I deserve a break tomorrow perhaps_

***Right now, I'm watching this super duper out-of-this-world leng zhai on KBS***

Oh my god, my mom's been waiting for weeks for this fella to appear on the show. Every week she's been disappointed cause he wasn't that week's guest. LOL

OMG~~~he can do the Donald Duck sound!!!! Wahhhh super cute~

He acts, he sings (includes soprano) and he's super super super TALLLLLLL with damn cute dimples!!!

Oh yes, I have something to blog about from the previous week..so yeah, that'll have to wait till the next post.

Imma get back to my GD and KBS LOL

GDnite~~

^_^

WTH THIS IS INSANE!!!!

LMAO~~~I don't know whether to laugh at this or what...but this is just so....well...I don't know what to say but just laugh at this whole thing. Hahaha...I've got no time to blog about this now, but I would love to blog on it tomorrow or perhaps the day after when I'm free. Cause right now, I gotta sleep....
Hahaha...its practically history repeating itself...well...
I seriously don't know what to say...LOL
LALALALALALA~~~~~~~

Say Yeah Yeah Yeahhh~~~

Pfewww~~Finally I'm done with what is suppose to be completed ONE WEEK ago~ Perhaps the goal was a bit unrealistic, but anyway thanks to my over-semangat spirit this week (which I seriously wonder where that came from) I managed to finally complete my textbooks (for the first round-but heck who cares how many times LOL) and finally throw them aside and kick start with the questions~ YEAH~

SO, I seriously think I deserve another day off again, after 5days of marathon over the P1 and P3 textbks LOL. GAMBATEH TO MYSELF~~~~ XD

Some relaxation at a place like this would be freakin awesome =)

I love infinite pools where it goes all the way till the end! -and the mountain view is absolutely breathtaking. 

Cute hor???? 

WALAO WEH~~~

A FREAKING 186cm TALL, and has SUPER DEEP DIMPLES~~~

*New addition to my hall of Korean cute guys*

Haha~everybody knows who he is. I just wanna add his picture here anyway LOL.

And I really do wonder if he's a jerk too sometimes. Yeah, he's talented and all, but I'm sure he's gotta be a big fat jerk somwhere deep down or perhaps there's another side of him which stinks~

Haha, I really really really do adore GD so much and how I wish I can go to S'pore on the 23rd of Oct, ie THIS SATURDAY to see them at the KOREAN POP NIGHT CONCERT!!!

T__T

JEALOUS ALL~~~~~

Ali Cafe lol

Haha, after how many years of adoring 林峰 and after how many times he came to Msia/Ipoh, today's the first time I finally get to see his face live LOL!

He was suppose to be here by 2pm. Everybody's like gathering at the stage area, buying all his Ali Cafe products, waiting in line and squeezing amongst the crowd just to get a good place near the stage. 

=_= 

The me a few years ago would have probably done that, but now...neh~

I prefer to just get a comfortable spot on the 1st floor and stand there. I'm happy just to be able to look at his face from far! HAHAHA~ I don't have to squeeze and suffocate in the crowd just to get that autographed Ali-Cafe bag. What am I going to do with that bag afterwards? Keep it in one corner? Frame it up? HAHA~

If its GD coming then I'd obviously rush all the way through~ LMAO!

He was quite on time today. I was in some shoe shop, when I heard the promoters started saying 'Eh, he's here, he's here already!'

Then everybody outside started to walk towards one direction only- the stage~HAHAHA

You can see everybody exiting the shops and walking towards the center. All the lala people, normal teens, adults, aunties, small kids, boys, all lined up to get his autograph. No cameras allowed, no handshakes, AND he only signs the Ali Cafe bag -nothing else.

At least he thanked everybody who came up to get his autograph. He smiled at everybody and ~~~woah~~~hahaha if I was in front of him, I sure faint liao~ hahaha
He said he realises that Ipoh is a place where there are many people with dimples! LMAO!!! He says its kinda nice, cause when you smile with these people, he feels the happiness in them (something like that, lol)

I remembered there was one boy who was having a cold (I'm not sure) or he's sweating terribly. 林峰 offered him a tissue~LOL! That's pretty nice of him though. 

He kept on stretching his body and hands cause he was kinda tired from signing all those bags. I think within that one hour plus, he signed about more than a few hundred bags. 

I'm glad I was there to see it from the beginning till the end. 

Though I didn't get an autograph, but I managed to get a good look for an hour plus! Haha~ I'm satisfied. =)

Hm, quality kinda poor, but nevermind~ too bad he didn't get to sing any songs cause he's not here to promote his album. I wonder if he's back to HK by now. =) 

As soon as he walked out of the stage area, everybody followed him all the way to the entrance...the rate of the crowd dispersion was amazing! hahaha~
If there's one thing I don't like about these events are the security people. Yes, they are doing their jobs, but its hell of an annoying thing for the fans! LoL. Sometimes they're just too rough/rude.
But anyways, yeah, I met Raymond Lam today, so what? It's not gonna make me pass my ACCA.
/==
Gotta start studying back tomorrow
T__T
Oh god, why do I have to end each of my posts saying I've to study the next day?
#__#